He was man i wanted to pamper me
But now i let him fly free
I thought things would be different some how
But he can't hug and trust me now
He is a father who is not like other
I expected him to make my life smother
My mother said don't start to care
But i can't avoid him this is a dare
I wanted him to became a bit understandable
I wished him to say i am capable
These are the words which curse in mind
Telling me you can see and still is blind
These feeling are breaking me apart
Dad i want to make a new start
God played a crucial game of dart
Gods wants me and him tear apart
Ok now i will let him go
Now i have to understand him
I will let him go without saying no
Dad in the end you are free
Even to love or hate me
I wished he could think what i felt
Because my tear are only thing left
savhell
Dad is with me but cold as ice
loving you was a losing game
