On hearing of your marriage, my lovely friends and family asked if I would like them to sabotage your big day. They had a variety of ideas – all messy, all imaginative, noisy and colourful. Despite being tempted, I settled instead for crying pitifully, alone in bed, lamenting what should have been.
lamenting what should have been.
In our five years together, we too had planned our wedding, often with great clarity. Yet, when it came to the many times I was certain and ready to move on to the next step in our relationship, you never were. You always needed more time – time to adjust, time to process, time on your own, time to work, time for space.
And because I loved you with my whole heart, I indulged you.
You're a lesson "What not to look for in future".
