Hello my name is Emma, I'm 15 years old and my life serves no purpose. I've always felt like worthless, piece of trash my whole life . My parents abuse me physically, mentally, verbally and any other way they can. Everybody at my school hates me.They bully me, even the staff. My only one best friend betrayed me.
I've been abused by my parents for 13 years. They started because when I was two, my family, from both sides, were coming to visit me. Almost everyone lived in the same area across the state,so they flew in on the same plane. The plane crashed and there were no survivors. My parents blame it on me.
My school has tormented me the last 2 years and my ex -best friend just started , last year. The people in school tormenting me because of my sosial status and because of Jammie, my ex-best friend. Jammie went around telling everybody that I murdered my family. I told her everything because I thought that after 6 years , I could trust her. But to my surprise, I walked ini school the next day and everyone was calling me names, hitting on me , and I've even been raped several times. But I cant do anything about it , it's the whole entire school AND my parents versus me.
I plan on commiting sucide, tonight. After I write my letters , I'll down a handful of pills and cut my vein.
NOTE TO JAMMIE
Dear Jammie,
I'm sorry for whatever I did to you . You were my best friend but once you told my story to the school I was bullied by everyone. But I like how you decided to tell everyone, leave the school for a year , then come back and bully me like everyone else did.
You chipped in to kill me. But at least for six years , you made me happy. I don't care about the outcome of my life because you loved me even if it was a lie then , oh well. You still make me happy . And for that, I want to thank you . Please ignore the teardrops on this letter and just keep in mind that I will forever love you and you were the only one who could make me happy but you went and did what I thought you would never do. You betrayed me.
I'm gonna miss you...
From: Emma
NOTE TO MY PARENTS
Dear Mother and Father,
You told me I was worthless, sold me for sex, told me to kill myself , raped me, and abused me. Though you did all this, you still give me a life, it was hell but you still gave it to me. I'm sorry for killing grandma and grandpa. I know that I'm probably wasting my time because you aren't going to read this probably jumping up and down from excitement if you are drunk. But if you are sober , you are probably crying , jumping up and down from excitement. I might not have been the best daughter and I never tried my best but I will forever love you. I'm grateful that you have killed me and let me be fee from all suffering .Thank you for loving me for 2 years. I left a kiss on your letter because for 2 years your kisses meant the world to me.
I still love you
From: Emma
NOTE TO MY SCHOOL
Dear School,
I saved the best for last . I really have nothing to say other than, you should be ashamed of yourself . You all judged me because I was smart and didn't look like you all did. Even the teachi and mainly the principal. Once Jammie told you what happened you all started to bullying me to the point where I currently have no choice but to do this . I'm giving up just to make you all happy .Which is the reason I'm leaving blood on this letter to show you how bad I was hurting.
Sincerely : Emma
THE OUTCOME
On January 21 , Emma was found on her floor with a cut wrist a d she had taken 10 bottles of s each contain at least 25 pills each .
She maed all the letters off and left her parents letter on her bed . The police found her while her parents at work.
Her parents have 25 years prison and so does the principal and the teachers. Jammie committed sucide 2 years later because she couldn't live herself knowing she killed her best friend.
The school went into a massive depression and shut down.
Author: If you feel you are in crisis, please call the National Sucide Prevention Lifeline . It is free, 24 -hours hotline, at 1.800.273.TALK(8255).Your call will be connected to the crisis center nearest emergency room.
