ROCK YOUR WORLD
Author: Angela
"ha.. " my breathing gaining its momentum, my forehead laced with sweat, my lips trembling with nervousness, and my body.. no I'm not in my senses any more..
The warm wet ferocious kisses being planted on my bare exposed back, made me gasp. The kisses turned into licking and the lips made their way downwards. Suddenly regretting the decision of wearing a backless dress tonight!
And before I knew, I was spun around and now was face to face with my sexy boss. She was looking at me with that look in her eyes, ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฉ ๐ก๐ค๐ค๐ ๐ค๐ฃ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ, it reminded me of everything we shared.
The way we're staring into each other's eyes, the passion and the flames that I could see in her eyes for me...now I know there's no going back!
"Maria.. " I gasped
"Adelene.. " she whispered
Pulling me closer, she pressed her lips on mine and I could no longer control myself, for I pulled her even closer and deepened our kiss. My hands accepting her embrace, my lips embracing her soul...
How did I end up in this position? How did things turn up this way? I never expected this. An hour ago, I was so devastated and hated her for putting me through so much, but now...
It all started 10 years ago, we were best of friends. We graduated from the same university and our friendship was the talk of the town. We always hung out and we were always spotted together, we were always besides each other, everytime and everywhere. Unknown to both of us, strong feelings started creeping in. We both were girls, then why were we having those feelings towards each other, it felt so wrong..
And that one fine day, she kissed me, on my lips, for the first time... ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ง๐ช๐ณ๐ด๐ต ๐ฌ๐ช๐ด๐ด. I was shocked, but excited, it felt new but thrilling. Once we realised what we did, we both backed away instantly. She left my room running and I sat there knowing nothing. Since that day I had never seen her again, up until a year ago, when I went for the interview not knowing she owns the company and she's the CEO.
We both were shocked to finally see each other. Her face had changed but I could easily recognise her and the way she stared at me with those eyes, I knew she still remembered me.
Though we knew everything, we chose silence as the best option. We kept ourselves strictly professional the entire time, not once mentioning about our previous shared relationship, however I wished, only for once, to talk to the friend I knew and not the stone-hearted CEO that she's become now.
But tonight, I had it enough of her acting as if she never knew me.
We had gone to the business party in the evening, being a secretary I had to follow her around. Everything went well and some of the deals were finalised too. We were about to bid bye and exit the party hall, when we found Maria's parents coming our way. They were present here all the while, then why did she not meet her parents?
I heard Maria mutter something beside me but I couldn't hear it well, I just shrugged as always.
Oh it was after so long, I was finally seeing Elizabeth, Maria's mom. She still looks as gorgeous as ever. The moment she approached Maria, she hugged her daughter. Pulling away from the hug, she asked her daughter how she was? how was the company going on? and etc. stuff and I was in awe looking at them, it was 5mins later that Elizabeth noticed my presence and her eyes scanned me and thoroughly investigated as if she'd seen me somewhere but couldn't quite recall.
"I'm sorry but I think I've seen you somewhere dear?", she spoke. Before I could answer, Maria replied instead, "Mom, she's Adelene, MY SECRETARY!"
The way she said the last two words, confirmed it that she doesn't see me as a friend anymore, it hurt.. it badly hurt!!!
"Adelene...? your frie..." Elizabeth was about to clarify if I was the same Adelene Maria was so close to, the same Adelene who was Maria's only best friend, but Maria's next words made my heart cry out loud.
"No mom! She's not that Adelene! we're running late, we'll be leaving, thanks bye! " With that said, we drove back to the company and to her cabin.
Once entering inside, I submitted the files required for tomorrow and now it was time to retire for the day. But the pang in my heart, wasn't going to retire, it was just increasing day by day.
I stared at my boss/my ex best friend, not hearing anything from my side, she said "Thanks for accompanying me to the party tonight, you can go home now"
Her eyes went back to the laptop screen, completely forgetting that I was still standing there. I hated her ignorance, and I couldn't hold it any longer. With big bold steps, I strode towards her and grabbed her collar and I vented everything that was buried deep down inside my heart, "How could you Maria?!! How dare you?! First of all, it was you who initiated the kiss 6 years ago, and then suddenly you disappeared, without any explanation!! "
"No contact given, no address shared, it's as if you wanted me completely out of your life Maria. You left me and I felt devastated. Even now, that we meet after so long, we spent the entire year pretending as if we never knew each other... why Maria? why?" I pushed her and her face showed the guilt, she tried to come near to me but I backed away.
"You left me and I felt devastated, I was left all alone. I never understood anything nor do I understand anything now, but I know one thing I hate this ignorant side of you!! "
"You either clear the reason for your behaviour towards me Or accept my resignation letter! " I handed her my resignation letter and she looked taken aback. She looked between me and the letter, and effortlessly tore the paper away, "You're not leaving, I won't accept your resignation letter" She dismissed.
"Then tell the reason for your behaviour! " I demanded. She didn't say anything nor looked at me, "Why Maria? Why are you hurting me like this? I can no longer pretend as if I don't know you, I can no longer pretend that I don't have any feelings for you, I can no longer handle this pain within me. Your uninterested attitude towards me, your ignorance, everything is making me dizzy Maria. I miss our bond, I miss our friendship. I hate this! I hate this YOU! I hate this US! " I bursted out crying in her arms. She didn't wrap her arms around me and it hurt again, badly. Maybe it was just me who developed feelings that I shouldn't have, maybe it was just me who missed her as my friend..
Wiping my tears, I pulled away from her and turned around to exit the cabin. I was about to leave when Maria shut the door with a bang making me flinch. I could feel her breaths on my neck, she was deadly close to me.
"I left not because of you, I left for myself, I left to understand myself better.. "
I didn't understand where this was going, but I kept patient and waited for her to finish.
"My feelings for you, I didn't understand them back then, and when I first kissed you, it was like a dream come true, but after the kiss when you suddenly backed away, I thought you didn't like it and you would end everything between us.. I couldn't handle your anger and running away from you was the only solution I came up with.
It was hard to stay away from you for the past 6years, only I know how f^cking badly I missed you! It was then that I realised I had feelings for you, I had feelings for you all the way along Adelene, but never confronted that feeling because I was too scared. I f^cking love you Ade ! "
I gasped, tears flowing down my cheeks.. she called me by the nickname, I smiled sadly..
She rested her head in the crook of my neck breathing my scent, making my breath hitch, gathering my courage I asked "Then why did you not talk to me this whole year? why did you treat me as if I was a stranger, nothing but a secretary to you? why did you treat me as if I wasn't your friend?"
Grazing my shoulder blade with her nose, making goosebumps erupt on my skin, she said "Because you're not just a friend to me Adelene, you're more than that... much more you can ever imagine.. "
I inhaled sharply, her words making me blush, her lips touching my skin messing with my brain, yet I managed to ask "That still doesn't answer my question Maria"
She stepped back and continued " I didn't have the courage to tell you that I love you Adelene. I was more than shocked and happy to see you on that interview day, but still I wasn't prepared to face you, I just couldn't do it, I couldn't directly talk to you after leaving you without any exchange of word, I couldn't fight that guilt, and I thought you deserve better.
But now that I see you leaving in front of my eyes, I don't wanna lose you again Adelene, I love you, please give me another chance.."
She finished, breathing deeply and she waited for my reply, I let out a sob, "Only if you knew, how I tried suppressing my feelings for you Maria.. " I whispered but she sure heard, for she leaned forwards and kissed my neck ferociously, biting and sucking onto it.
She then bent downwards, planting warm wet kissed on my bare exposed back, my heart drumming to another level. Her ferocious kissing soon turned into passionate licking, licking all the way to my lower back, making me gasp for the nth time.
Spinning me around, she looked into my eyes, the look in her eyes making everything clear. How come I never understood this expression of hers in the past? It's crystal clear with that look, how much she craves for me, the intensity and the passion in her eyes, how come I never noticed it before? It's indeed true, maybe divine timing is a thing too...
"Maria.. " I gasped, not able to withstand her gaze anymore...
"Adelene.. " She whispered forcing me to look into her eyes...
It was then that she pulled me closer and kissed me on the lips, I closed my eyes with a lone tear rolling down my cheek and the sweet smile between the kiss.
After a few moments of kissing and sucking each other's lips, we parted, she still stared at me making me blush, I looked down shyly.
"Say it again! " She asked more like demanded, I looked back at her confused
"I love you Adelene" she said caressing my cheek and I understood then.. "I love you Maria" I repeated gazing between her eyes and lips. She took ny cue and kissed me again.
She picked me up and I giggled, "Not letting you a sleep at all tonight" She said smirking, I blushed looking away.
Surely, she didn't let me sleep the entire night.. she made me scream and moan her name till my throat went dry, she showed me stars and rocked my world.
It's 6 in the morning, I look at her naked self beside me. Her eyes closed but a smile still displayed on her lips, "Staring is bad Adelene" she said opening her eyes.
I rolled my eyes, "Says the one who does that all the time! " I turned away from her and she giggled. She tickled me making me burst into laughter. I caught her hands and hovered above her, positioning myself on her lap, she looked amused.
"๐๐ค๐ฌ ๐ก๐๐ฉ ๐ข๐ ๐ง๐ค๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐ฌ๐ค๐ง๐ก๐" I said kissing her, she smiled into the kiss and said "๐๐ค๐ช ๐๐ก๐ง๐๐๐๐ฎ ๐๐ง๐!"