Some unspoken feelings are better unspoken.
Since you never know what storm it may cause if you let it in the light.
Hope............I knew it before letting it out. Than maybe we could be together by now laying under the moon light counting the stars or walking by the ocean side hand in hand or even playing your tricky little games where I could never win.
If only you never knew my secret. Maybe the time when they came in our house I shouldn't have let them in or even when they were asking you questions I should have drive them away.
I wish before they went to my room you had stopped them so they could never see my paintings nor get lost in them. If they never get lost in them I wouldn't need a reason to stain my hands with your blood.
Never would I need a reason to grow my hatred toward human more.
If- no this time I won't write if because I know that you are reading my diary without my permission again. This diary.......I really hoped that it wouldn't get dirty by any impure blood but couldn't save it from you.
You dyed it with my blood even though you know that I am immortal.
The only thing you ever wanted in your whole life is my death, isn't it?
I hope you can fulfill your wish but.................dying in your hands I'm not that merciful...
