I am a tomboy girl but a few months ago I had a breakup with my boyfriend anyway..¿
But I had a lot of free time and I wanted to get out of depression so I joined computer class
The first day I had a boy sitting there, I didn't say anything with him because I was angry with the boys community...
Suddenly a beautiful girl enters there..
My heart bites were running at a speed of 700 prh..
I falling love but very confused.. because I still loved my X-boyfriend
She sat down in the chair next to me...
I was a little embarrassed and I had to ask her what to say?
We leave the class but she doesn't talk to me and I don't talk either
This goes on for a few days! no talk no friendship no all..
A few days later my school classmate joined this class so I always to spend a lot of time talking to her enjoy with her...
My school classmate had not come for a few days but that beautiful girl came and sat beside me and asked my name?
I said my name and another information about me!!! the acquaintance grew from there, I think she was jealous, I was spending more time with my classmate
So From that day on, I started spending more time with her..
She tell me all personal things and I also said to have this discussion about my dirty mind things
she's like it because No one wanted to talk to her about these things..
She said one day that she had a friend but she was tomboy, she liked her style anything.. about her..
That's when I decided to propose to her
For that, I cut my long flowing hair and took a full tomboy look..
She didn't like my hairstyle. She got angry. She got into an argument with me but next day
She put her hand in my hair and said lovingly i like your haircut
I told her I cut my hair because of my boyfriend's like my long hair so.. I cut it
suddenly She keep quiet and we went home together every day because she wanted to stay in my area.
I've been thinking the same thing all day about why she suddenly fell silent...
Next day She was so quiet I asked her if she ignored me
She ignore me everyday.
I struggled a lot to close with her but nothing was possible I got angry, I got sick after drinking alcohol and I took this bunck to class because of that...
She got my phone number from the class office and contacted me. I was asleep then so my mother picked up the phone
I went to class the next day but I was a bit drunk but I decided that I would propose to her today But before that she broke my heart
She told me that she has a boyfriend, he is a foreigner, sometimes he meets her, she misses him every day, but she did not tell anyone about him.
I keep salient down and going to the coffee. I spent the whole day with her..
But I decided that I will stay with her till the end of class..
She invited me to her house once I was not going but she forcibly She Taking me to her bedroom She starting change clothes in front of me.
I was embarrassed to see her like that before but after a while I kept looking at her.
She noticed I thinking was about to touch her hand but suddenly I feel like I was doing something wrong so I went out of her bedroom
She go into the kitchen to make some food for me
We ate and then we were playing video games.
I was not bored at all with her. I was living with her every moment..
she's special person in my life
When we had exams, I did not study at all She didn't know if she wanted to help me or teach me I like she's teach me anything
One secret I had studied more about computer than her..
But totally mad about her I used to act like crazy in front of her as if nothing was understand anything about study...
hold my hand to touch me, I felt like I was in thunder shock in my body...
I'm live with her in a fantasy world
always Seeing her go home made I feel like honey don't go home please Wait a minute for me please take me with you anywhere...
She invite me every day so let's enjoy together at my house
I always refuse because I will never do what I want to do than mistakes
She is not my property, she is have a boyfriend but she will be my weakness and will remain forever
It was the last day of class and we didn't spend much time
We didn't even say any words , we weren't sad or happy with each other
We didn't even hold hands and last hug
I was feeling the hope in our hearts that we would meet again...
I gave her a fake smile and I walked away from her
She stood there. I did not look back at and fastly run away...
Some 15-16 days later she met me in the market
I hugged her tightly and kissed her on the cheek
she's embarrassed but give me little kiss one my hand...
The news about her was that she got married
I gave her a gift there a beautiful earnings
If she is happy then I am happy
She was the first girl in my life I fell in love with and she will be the last girl because I will never fall in love with any girl again••
She is still in contact, she sees my Instagram story every day my post my story's my anything
She cares about me and she has a wish I will do this..
best husband material me... I guess she now in Canada I want to go there because my study ..
I'll try to do this..
meet again falling love again
