There was a girl in her teens, falling in love was a new feeling she doesn't really understand nor a feeling that she said she doesn't deserve...
She is easily swayed with handsome and cute boys but she never admitted that she liked them. She was shy to be herself around other people besides herself...
At the present time, she learned that whom she admired a few years ago, one of her childhood friend, has a girlfriend now. She was delighted and know that she has someone else meant to be.
Now, she met new friends. Her best friend and childhood friend introduced them to her. She again found someone who can make her feel butterflies. But again, she later know that, that guy liked her bestfriend and she also knows that her bestfriend like the guy even when she tries to deny it...
She decided to back off since her bestie likes the guy...
Everytime she likes someone, she later knows that they had someone in their hearts.
She always compromises and holds back her heart, feelings....and pain...
She doesn't tell anyone that she liked someone...
She doesn't tell that she's feeling pain in her heart...Everytime
She was the one trying to do everything even if others don't know anything about it...
she loves her bestie and their relationship, she tries everything not to hurt nor break it....even if it causes her pain....
Being not able to relay your feelings is suffocating, it's like a thousand pieces of needles piercing you...
it hurts like hell, I would just rather die...
All your feelings and pain cooped up in your chest, might burst any second and you try to keep it in, It really hurts...
