MANY TIMES I FELL IN LOVE , AND LOVED , SO ONCE I TRIED TO CONFESS TO MY CRUSH , BUT HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING AND WHILE I WAS CONFESSING TO HIM , HE WAS JUST LOOKING AT ME AND WHEN THAT HAPPENED , I SUDDENLY FELT SHY , BECAUSE I ONLY WANTED TO SAY ONE THING. IN NOW ' HE DOESN'T LIKE ME ' BECAUSE MAYBE I'M NOT BEAUTIFUL OR MAYBE I'M NOT INTELLIGENT ' OR MAYBE ' HE LIKES SOMEONE ELSE'.
DID IT TAKE ME A LONG TIME TO MOVE ON MAYBE IT TOOK ONE YEAR , AND I FELL IN LOVE AGAIN , THEN IT TOOK 5 MONTHS BEFORE I TOLD HIM THAT I LIKE HIM , AND HE SAID HE DOESN'T LIKE ME , IT HURT BUT I HAVE TO ACCEPT IT , BECAUSE I CAN'T FORCE SOMEONE TO LIKE ME , BECAUSE I WILL GET HURT MORE IF I FORCE IT.
THE NEXT DAY I BECAME QUIET AND REALIZED , DON'T FALL IN LOVE ANYMORE , AND IT LASTED FOR ALMOST 3 YEARS THAT I DIDN'T LIKE ANYONE UNTIL SOMEONE , SMILED WHILE LOOKING AT ME , AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE REASON BUT AT THAT TIME , ' MY HEART BEAT FAST AND SUDDENLY , SLOWED DOWN WHILE I WAS LOOKING AT HIM AND HE WAS SMILING AT ME ' I TRIED TO AVOID BUT I COULDN'T , UNTIL MY FRIEND CALLED ME.
UNTIL I'M IN OUR CLASSROOM , THE WHOLE DAY UNTIL I GO HOME AND I'M AT HOME , I'M ALMOST THE ONLY ONE ON MY MIND AND I'M A HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT , GRADE 7 AND UNTIL NOW I'M IN GRADE 11 AND HE'S STILL THE SAME , NOTHING HAS CHANGED IN MY FEELINGS FOR HIM.
I CAN'T ADMIT IT BECAUSE I'M NOT READY , IF I ADMIT I MIGHT GET REJECTED AGAIN THAT FAST , MAYBE BECAUSE I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT MEN WILL LIKE ME , I'M NOT SMART AND I'M JUST IN THE MIDDLE OF INTELLIGENT PEOPLE AND SOMETIMES I AM MISSING IN THE MIDDLE.
I DON'T WANT TO ADMIT IT BECAUSE IT'S SCARY , I MIGHT HAVE A HARD TIME MOVING ON , BECAUSE STAYED IN MY HEART THIS LONG.
ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT IT'S REALLY HARD TO LOVE , BECAUSE IF YOU ARE READY TO LOVE , BUT YOU ARE NOT READY TO GET HURT , BECAUSE AREN'T YOU HAPPY , THEN IF YOU THINK THAT YOU WILL GET HURT , YOU LOSE COURAGE , JUST LIKE WHAT HAPPENED TO ME AND I ADMITTED MANY TIMES TO THE PERSON WHO LIKES ME AND ALWAYS REJECTS ME AND DOESN'T GIVE ME A CHANCE TO SHOW MY LOVE.
MAYBE IT'S NOT MY TIME YET TO LOVE , MAYBE THAT PERSON IS NOT THE ONE FOR ME.
"IT'S SCARY TO LOVE , BUT IT'S SCARIER IF YOU DON'T CHOOSE TO LOVE"
' LOVE ' EVEN IF YOU DON'T CHOOSE , THAT' S ' LOVE ' , IT WILL CHOOSE YOU.
WHY ARE YOU HURT? BECAUSE YOU ARE IN LOVE , YOU ARE LOVING SOMEONE THAT YOU DON'T REALIZE THAT IT'S TOO MUCH , WE GET HURT BECAUSE WE ARE HOPING.
SO IF YOU ARE NOT READY TO GET HURT , DON'T LOVE.
BUT MAYBE EVEN IF YOU DON'T LOVE , YOU WILL STILL GET HURT.
MY LOVE FOR YOU IS ENDLESS , I WILL RISK EVERYTHING FOR YOU , SO I CAN PROVE MYSELF TO YOU
" THE TIME WILL COME THAT YOU WILL KNOW TYE PERSON YOU REJECTED BEFORE , YOU WILL SEE HOW MUCH SHE/ HE HAS CHANGED , BECAUSE ALL PEOPLE CHANGE "
MY NOVEL " LOVE IN SADNESS"
ABOUT OF HIGH SCHOOL LOVE STORY
4'29 AM
HAVE A GOOD DAY^^
