Never Hold On

everytime your text pops up,

i say to myself,

please don't fall in love with her,

you're not good enough to please her,

she's so perfect,

trust me, I'm not worth it,

it won't work out i guarantee,

cause i have got insecurities,

so please don't fall in love with her,

i knew it might happen when you were away,

and now that it has happened,

i want to say,

please don't fall in love with her,

but I'm usually strong, but feeling so weak,

it welps up inside me,

i cry when you speak,

i want you to hold me in your warmth,

but i believe its me who lost you,

and i love you more than i can say,

i know you don't tell me,

to spare me the pain,

everyone who has loved me, hates me now,

and i don't want you to hate me when i let you down,

i don't want to be your biggest regret,

i don't want to be someone you forgot or want to forget,

i don't want to let you go and don't want to fade our memories,

i want to keep you in my heart,

so i say this to myself once again please don't fall in love with her

- Hiam D'Souza