Have you ever travelled in a train when its midnight and you are all by yourself? Some people find it exciting and adventurous, some get scared or worried about their safety. But right now I ,being alone in a train in this pitch black sky with strangers around me ,sitting on my train seat ,is looking outside and looking outside the window. Its somewhat shivery feeling which is giving me a sense of fear of darkness as well as calmness of the dark.
Suddenly when a train passes.. though its doesn't feel anything but in this darkness and silence its like a horror movie giving terrors one after another but somehow i am liking this feeling.a little racing of heart ,the wind touching my face and small lights from really far are shining like small stars with darkness all around.
Sometimes when I can't sleep at night I listen to asmr to ease my thoughts. Maybe it sounds cringe to some people but its my way of calming down. Life runs wildly and we all need a few moments to relax. But right now though it was a rough day, this darkness is pretty relaxing. I just close my eyes, put my hand on the window and relax my head on it. And when I close my eyes its so comforting, which is something I really needed right now.
Just like that, every place passed by and without noticing I arrived at my destination , going back to the stressful life but after recharging a bit.
