This the story of how I've been crushing on a man for maybe 4 yrs exactly that long and see if I had confessed my feelings for him. His my classmate in middle school i started having crush on him when i was 6 yrs old it all started when he helped me that day when i got chase by a 🐕 hah... such a drama made, Just kidding 😁 he was just so funny i could hear his jokes since I'm sitting on the back where he seats though sometimes he bullied me and his friends my feelings always stay maybe this is the thing called "love at first sight" 🥰 and sometimes he's nice to me 🤭 when he needs something from me😅 don't worry at that time I'm not giving what he wants so easily in that they won't know my true feelings of him or else that will be issue my classmates gonna tease, will he can still ask it to other people since he's famous at our class at that time because of he's handsome and his cute look so they will give it to him so easily. When i was 7yrs old at Grade 2 i was seperate class with him it's really sad tho but my feelings for him stayed 😊 though i had have some new crush at our class, but in Grade 3 we became classmates again we are at the same row seats so we became a team and we got closer 🥰, till Grade 4 my secret about crushing on him was still safe there only 1 person who knows my secret my bestfriend, there were rumours that he has a crush on a girl that also our classmates "hah it was just a rumours" then it hit me when suddenly it was announced that they were now couples of the class seriously were just 8 at that time, but now i could only see it through well it shock me when i really didn't care about while i know to myself that i was crushing on him for 4 years i even ship the two of them🤔 well maybe i just misunderstood my feelings, but one day me and my bestfriend got into an argument and spilled my secret to the whole class and i got teased by my classmates luckily my crush didn't go to school at that day and i guess his girlfriend and also my classmate didn't spillep it and the issue only last for a day and no one talk about it after that.
• i guess lesson i learned is must understand the real feelings clearly.
• don't trust people including your bestie too dangerous.
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PS, sorry for the wrong grammars 😁
