I hate it... I hate it when she doesn't speak to me at all!
How could she just tell now that she is f**king leaving tomorrow!? Why did she leave me out when making such an important decision of her life? Am I not that important to her anymore? What the h*ll happened to NO SECRETS?
"3 Years? "I found myself asking her.
" Yeah! " She replied with wide eyes.
I guess she is shocked that I didn't scold her... Well I am shocked too that I am talking to her as if the earlier things never happened. I don't have any choice do I? She will be leaving tomorrow. I don't want her to go. I don't want the girl of my dreams to leave from me.
No secrets... I knew it was stupid for both of us to keep that rule and I myself demanded to know her secrets which is not fair when I am having a one of mine.
Gracie Walker... A hot head when she's with me... She has beautiful silky hair and her eyes we're always so bright as if they were filled with stars! They are what made me fall of her and then comes her sweet smile and a little redness(or blush) that creeps to her cheeks when she speaks. She looks so adorable!
Well all these things are just accessories to her personality which I like the most. She's like another piece of Jigsaw which fits perfectly with me! She knows me just like I know her!
As we walk down the street to our houses which are next doors to each other, I asked her.
"Have you done your packing?"
"Yeah."
"I'll pick you up tomorrow morning."
"Hmm... Harvey... I am sorry for leaving you out but I promise that I will definitely mi—"
"I'll Miss you. " I interrupted her before she could.
She stared at me for a while with her eyes wide trying to believe that I just told her one of the most cheesy lines in my dictionary.
We simply went inside our houses without talking anymore.
THE NEXT DAY:
"Take care." I whispered to which she nodded and smiled.
"Take care of yourself too. I don't think I will be able to contact you after reaching there. You should.... "
She nagged me for quite sometime until there was an announcement for her to board the flight.
Part of me wished for her to stay. Part of me wished for her to chase her dreams. Part of me was worried about her future without me. Part of me was worried about my future without her. Part of me wanted to confess my feelings to her. Part of me wanted to make her mine.
She smiled one last time before she wished me good bye. As soon as she turned around, I pulled her into a tight hug. I didn't want to let her go. I slowly placed a kiss on her 2 cheeks. She just stayed still cause this was the first time I had done something like this.
Her cheeks were soft! I could feel her hands trembling and I could feel my heart beating fast. I know this was wrong cause she treated me as a true best friend but I wanted this to make my selfish heart calm.
I brushed my lips over her lips looking into her eyes and I reluctantly moved my lips closer to her ears and whispered,
"I'll wait for you. Be sure to come back to me. I love you... "
—Chelsea Rosalie!
