how many times you are going to break my heart? wasn't it enough? or do you don't even want me to live? I have been crying for so long and you don't even pity me neither you love me nor care for me, please I am begging you to leave me alone now I don't want to suffer anymore .everyday and every moment I have spent with you I thought it was beautiful but ,no i was wrong completely wrong those beautiful memories turned out to the most crucible moment and painful . I don't need you in my life anymore if you can just bring miseries into my life I don't want it, leave me and let me leave..
I didn't wanted to let her go but maybe she will become happy ," I don't know where you will go and what will be your next step but I will always be watching over you and be like a shadow and won't leave your side " I have wanted to tell her this but my voice didn't reached out of my throat, I could just see her back while walking past to me.
while seeing her back I said "I will love you till my last breath there are some reasons thay I can't tell you but the most important thing is I cherish those moments I have spent with you , I am sorry for making you worry, my heart barely manged to bear that moment when you said you don't want tme any more , that beautiful eyes which used to looking at me with love and affection I made them cry, I am sorry for everything forgive me I want you to be happy . she couldn't even hear me at all but that's good for her .
I love you
