02-03-2013
Its been long i wrote right! yeah I just felt like it would be repitition writing about thesame thing everyday. Sorry diary..
Its been a year now since everything started. My mum hasn't noticed anything... and I'm a little sad about that. My siblings are growing up well...we argue alot now😆. I miss my grandma. Its been ages I saw her. Oh grandma!!
Today my teacher approached me.He said he had noticed a lot of changes. That it seems like im now living in my own world now. I'm no longer cheerful and I wear a fake smile all day long.Then told me to come to him when im ready to talk. I'm glad someone finally noticed, but I don't know if I can trust him. He's a man and might also try to take advantage of me. 😔 what should I do!? I wonder!!
I wish I could wish that devil ( mums husband) could die a miserable death... but its a bad thing to wish such. Its amazing how good he is at acting. I wonder why he didn't go act in some adult film if he's that sexually frustrated...Sighs! look at what I'm saying.. I think i should watch my mouth a little more.
Oh diary 😓 what should I do ! ..... should I run away!? ........... silly me you can't write back!