Hope is something i been running away from lately
She gave me hope that his cold gaze would turn warm
That his heart would open to me that these tears i cried would be worth it
But i knew that this love that had been planted in my heart could never grow
This one sided love so how beautifully yet tragically painted
With one smile he could make my heart gleam with joy
But as so his words cut deeper his cold gaze killed and he could so easily send me to a endless abyss
This hope making think that just maybe he loved me while i knew he could never love me
Nobody understands my pain of how one word can make me think a million things
I try not to but Some would curse love as I do now for making like thisโฆ endless tears. I cried for him yet my heart canโt seem to get over my first love my only love.
When i dream of dying i never felt so loved
.ยฐ๐๐ฆ๐ค๐ฅ ๐ ๐ค๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐ช๐ ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ช
