Not The One

I have been attracted to this boy ever since I entered high school. Why? He is so kind, handsome, and smart. He is the kind of guy who you can see in movies, anime, and even in manga. It's been four years since I entered high school and I still can't get myself to confess my true feelings to him. We are classmates, and he's also a friend of mine. I'm not that kind of girl who has a lot of friends, but I'm also not a nerd. Just a simple girl who prefers being alone to being with fake and two-faced friends. I have good grades, an average-looking face, and a normal height. One day, while we were having our daily recitation, the teacher said that we had a new classmate. It was a girl. The girl I want to be The girl, whom I wish hadn't come here. I wanted to distance myself from him. I wish I was the girl. She was sweet and caring. She is a social butterfly, a smart and beautiful one. She was the "perfect student" that everyone was looking for. After a few months, the friendship between me and him started to break. We didn't talk that much; we drifted apart. Time passed so fast that I never realized we weren't talking anymore. It was like he had become a new person. I wanted to take him back and confess, but I couldn't stop staring at his beautiful smile. A smile that can light up the whole town. Would he still smile that wide if I took him away from her? No, because he loved her just like I loved him. I walked away from the two as I accepted the fact that I was not the one for him.