don't know what is going on with me .
why my fate is pissed off from me and I lost my happiness
i want my past days back
i want my past life back ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
do you know whats happens with me
i get my best friend again
yesterday when I was sad. because of yesterday fight with my brother . suddenly i get a message .
woooh. it's was my best friend i started crying ๐ญ
but i was happy . she messaged i miss her a lot
when she call me . i was felling i get a heaven that felling i can't express them in words ๐
it's aaaaahhh . ok iam trying to control myself .
she told me her acc was hacked .
it's was a misunderstanding and my brother was behind it .. my brother is not a good person .
because I always cry because of him.
but my fate was not happy. my life is rubbish.
No one love me
No one like me and i don't deserve kind friends like you
my fate give me happiness for 5 minutes but sadness For full of my life .
when she meet me she was in hospital ๐ฅ
i get it .
I'm a jinx for my friend
i bring bad luck . please stay away from me
don't came close to meet . I'm not a good girl .
bitch like me deserve a hell .
i think now i have to leave every friend .
because I don't want to spoil anyone life
my best friend is dying in hospital
and I'm crying in home . i don't eat anything from yesterday . because I'm not feeling hungry
i think i going to be offline for a week or a month
no maybe for a year ..
enjoy your life without me
i know your life will great without me
i know no one miss me ..
but i will miss you
i .... i am sorry ๐
for wasteing your time
in this type of shit .
bye bye
forget me ..... for forever
