𝑪𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒑 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇

I'm not supposed to want you

I'm not supposed to care

And yet I spend my time dreaming

of all that we could share

I'm not supposed to think about you

or wonder where you've been

But no matter how I fight it

thoughts of you sneak in

I'm not supposed to ponder

where you are each night

But you creep into my vision

when the stars shine bright

I'm not supposed to yearn so

always wishing you were here

But I hunger for your everything

and long to draw you near

I'm not supposed to imagine

where you are and what you do

I know I shouldn't care

to a single thought of you

I'm not supposed to need you

I know these things, I do.

And yet I can't help myself

because I fell in love with you....