Well where should I start...
From the begining I guess..
Well I used to have a bestfriend...and before we became friends...we were more like enemies..always used to fight and all..but after that we became friends...
slowly we became bestfriends..
She and I were like always there for each other...
But recently I realize that maybe I consider her as my bestfriend but she didnt...
When I needed her help she was not there for me...she really didnt think twice to leave me and to think about herself first..I understand we all need to be selfish sometimes..but why did she made me look like a bad person before my other friends...i realized recently that maybe she just really didnt consider me as her bestfriend and only I was a fool to consider myself her bestfriend. Then we are not close anymore, but still it hurts to when someone mention her infront of me...u know I really miss our memories together, but maybe that is life right u loss something and gain some?🙂