I denied my feelings for James and I am regretting the fact that I did that, I was to scared to get hurt again that I became blind to see the person my heart seeks for , buh what can I do? I just have to watch him go away and keep hurting inside our last discussion keeps flashing in like it was a minute ago ......... *RING RING* cleaning the little tears that escaped "Hey" I answered
"Hello Bianca.. what's up?" Kanika asked
"Am cool as usual ,what about you?"
"Well what can I say... soon gonna be a mother at the age of 20 dam I have a lot on my plate"
"Guessing the thought of it drives you crazy"
"I swear to God, I crave for something not in my food list and its crazy"
"You have to get used to it B.... am happy for you"
"Anyways let's talk about you... what's up with you and James?"
"Hmmmmm... TBH I can't say say buh what I know is that he's on his way to New York"
" Awwwwwn that sweet at least he knows someone loves him"
"About that...... I couldn't tell him I feel, I mean he has a lot going on I......." I said so disappointed in myself
"B... B.... calms ok. I understand the fact you are trying to process everything buh he also loves you I mean the parentage at which he loves you is higher than yours B.. "
"I know but it's too late" I feel Soo bad am a total jerk for making the mistake 🤦🤦
"Its never too late to express your feelings even if it is just say it, it makes the person realize how much he or she is so important to you" she replied Kanika is my cousin and she has always being there for me and am glad......"So get up form that lonely apartment and go to the airport and stop him.... let him know"
"Thanks so much Nika I wish I could hug you.."
"You can do that at my place this evening during dinner🙂... so now less talking more action get dressed and go"
"I'll call you when am done"
"Sure I'll be waiting" Kanika said
Ending the call I rushed picking up my jacket running to get a cab.............
