Toxic/Addict
Hurting is what I know
Emotional control is what I need
I want to be freed from the rope of pain that hangs over me
Wash and bath me in fire
watch me burn
and let the fire create smoke to my lungs
sucking the air I breathe Turn it into nicotine
I don’t like smoking
hell but emotions are my drug
Some argue I’m weak for letting my emotions free
Bound by chaos
I’m at an Emotional support group for toxic/addict
The doctor said
I’m an addict
I’m addicted to my emotions
I’m addictive to pain
I’m addicted to depression like people who need antidepressants
Im an emotions addict
He’s my forever toxic man
He defines me toxicity
His toxic rules me
the toxic-substances intensifies the emotions
To make excuses of abuse he puts/ inflicts on me
He runs me like Americans runs on coffee
He’s my everything
He the oxygen I breath
H20 I drink (water)
So yes I’m addicted to being an addict
It’s so funny how this is the new toxic society
Toxic/ addict
I don’t know if I’m addicted to heartbreak and pain or love toxic men
I admit I’m ready crazy
I’ve utterly lost my mind completely
