I was getting better,
we were getting better,
everything was better,
until you started to change,
started to hurt me with
your words,
your actions,
I can't trust you anymore.
what the hell do I mean to you?
am i just a object to you ?
something you can use until
you get bored,
and then you can get a new one ,
am i fucking joke to you.
I spoke but my words were hollow
and empty,
my heart is beating slower and
slower,
i am so exhausted,
one day, I'll fall asleep,
and never wake up,
will you even notice?