[2010 in a cold Winter...I was only 6 years old...and this Winter changed my whole life]
๐ง๐ป-Mama It's Snowing โ๏ธ๐
๐ง๐ป-yeah it's already January...โบ๏ธ
๐ง๐ป-mama It's already Snowing , Won't he come back this time?! ๐
๐ง๐ป-Dont worry my baby , He will be back soon๐
๐ง๐ป-When will he come back ๐ It's been 1 year since he didn't came home . He PROMISED me He will come back home every January to see the first snow with me ๐ฅบ
[Suddenly a car stopped infront of our house]
๐ง๐ป- Mama !!! Is he back?๐ Is papa back?๐
[After hearing the car's sound , I run out to the door to see if my dad was back...but I never thought the thing I saw that time...]
๐ง๐ป- Papa?!....papa,who is she ?
๐จ๐ป- She is..... Where is your mama Shiya?
๐ง๐ป- Mama is....
๐ง๐ป- Shiya what happened? Who came?
๐ง๐ป- Mama , Look ! Papa came back but there is an auntie with baby came too...who are they ?!
๐ง๐ป-Huh!!?
๐จ๐ป- Shiya can you please go to your room ?! I have something to talk with your mamaโบ๏ธ
๐ง๐ป- why can't I stay?
๐ง๐ป- Shiya...go to your room for a while...
๐ง๐ป-But ma๐.... okay ๐
[My dad who work abroad , used to came home every winter . Me and my mom waited for him all year in home . But this time when he came back...he was not alone... there was a young lady holding a 1-2 Year old by his side .... I was really surprised to see this cause I never seen this lady before..."who is she?!" This question was all over my head... and when my parents ignored my question and told me to go up... I was just too curious to go... so I secretly heard their conversation by the door.... ]
๐จ๐ป- Sorry shima... You know that I always wanted a boy and you know it yourself that you are unable to give me one...
๐ง๐ป- so you just decided to abandon us and marry again?!๐ฅบ
๐จ๐ป- I'm not abandoning you . Don't worry I will always send you money from abroad just like before but I just can't spend time with you guys....
๐ง๐ป- what does that mean?!
๐จ๐ป- you know I didn't wanted to have a girl and my father won't allow me to inheritance his business if he knows that I don't have a boy so... Girls are just useless... they can't be in any use... they just depends on man...
๐ง๐ป (Slapped him on face)
๐จ๐ป-you.. !?.
๐ง๐ป- get lost...get out of my house. I don't need your money . And never come back to us...me and my daughter don't need a person like you ... Just go to the hell ...
๐จ๐ป-what?! Okay don't regret ....
[They left ]
[This is the first time I've seen my mom to cry.... And from that day I hate Boys... and I decided I will never believe any Guy and I will never get married ]
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