Yesterday, I went out with my sisters for shopping. My mom told us to buy some cosmetics for her. I don't usually go out but yesterday I went out. It was quite funny. At the start it was fun but the end was not funny for me at all. At first we had quite lots of fun. On the way home I told my sisters to wait for me at the book store. I left them to buy some accessories.
On my way to the book shop I saw a old lady in her middle fifty was walking along the road wearing no clothes. She had no one to walk with her. She was all alone. She was just covering her front with some pieces to rags. She did even have enough rag to cover herself fully. She didn't even have clothes to cover her chest. I was wearing a regular black t-shirt and a shirt on it. I took off the shirt and went toward her. I offered her the shirt but she didn't accept it. I saw her accepting money from a man older than me but she didn't accept my shirt. I told her more than once to accept the shirt. I respected her and begged her but still she didn't accept it. Many people on the road watching her but they don't even bother by it. Many of them wearing costly dresses, expensive ornaments but none of them went to her. They just gave a small glance on her and again began to enjoying theirs moments with their friends families. When I was trying to give her the shirt they only just told the lady to accept the shirt.
I didn't even dare to talk with her at that moment. I was ashamed of them. At the end I asked her, "Why are you not accepting my shirt when I am begged you but you went to the people and begged them for money? "
She just told me, " We will meet again."
I asked her what if we didn't ever meet.
She replied, " We will. At that moment you will be capable to earn your own food. You don't have to depend on your parents. At that time I will come to you for money. Make sure you give it to me."
At that moment I blast into tears. I couldn't hold my tears anymore. The person who was in need still thinking about someone.
She told me, "If you give it to me now your mom will scold you. Buy me a new dress when you can earn."
I don't know how to describe her. I didn't know what to say those people who were just watching at that lady and doing nothing but busy in showing off their money. I don't know should I blame me or not for being unable to help her. I just crying. People on the street just asked me to stop crying. They told me that she didn't want it why were you begging so hard. But they didn't even see that she need it.
At that moment I hated to born in the human world. I hated the people standing there. I hated all things. But that old lady didn't even hated them for talking like this.
I can't stop my tears. The old lady started her journey again. She didn't know where is the end. She just walked away. After few moments she vanished in the thin air. I just watched it.
My sisters came toward me and comforted me. But I kept crying. I said in my heart, " We will meet again and I will buy you many beautiful dress. I will wait till the day we meet again."
Till now I don't even know how to describe it and what to say. But this experience left a deep wound in my heart. I don't know when it will recover.
