Crazy Over You (Taekook)

"YOU'RE MINE! ONLY MINE!"

He screamed louder before kissing me hard, biting my lower lip causing it to bleed.

I started to struggle from his body but I was just stunned when he squeezed my jaw.

I screamed when he bit my tongue. It hurts! I cried louder and struggled more from him.

I was shaking because of so much fear and crying. I'm afraid because he is like this, why did he become more violent? Has it become more painful? Does he really intend to kill me with pain? This is not Jungkook. This is not my Jungkook!

I opened my eyes when I felt myself lying on a soft thing that I thought was a bed. I met his angry look, that was the only thing in his eyes. His dark expression still didn't change,

I was stunned when he slapped me again. He ran to my leg and used his hand to straighten my hair.

He looked at my face and I can still see his eyes twinkling with joy at seeing me cry and hurt. What is happening to him?!

"Remember this, Kim Taehyung, I own all of you. You don't have a right to look at other men or girls, you don't have the rights to talk to them, to smile at them, to laugh at them and to flirt with them."

He tightened his grip on my hair.

"But shit, you fcking fagot, you just cheated on me and now you deserve to be punished."

He punched me in the stomach which made me cry, at the same time my heart was so broken and the anger in my heart was gradually rising for him.

His lips came down on my neck, I screamed again as he bit me and felt my skin peel off.

I struggled but I just felt pain in my body again.

He tore all my clothes, I screamed for him to stop, but he didn't seem to hear because he just kissed me to shut me up.

My eyes widened and gaped when I felt him suddenly enter me, I felt so much pain.

I writhed in agony and pain because it felt like the gift inside me was being peeled away, especially when he moved violently.

"Hah! Hah! You're still tight! Hmmm!"

He moaned loudly while I was under him as if I was about to pass out from the pain. It covered my mouth, making it harder for me to breathe.

"Oh! Ah! I'm gonna fck you hard! So hard... hmmm... so hard.."

He moaned that again and again while I cried again and again under him. I couldn't speak properly because his hand was covering my mouth.

He was moaning while enjoying it while I was crying because it hurt.

"J-Jungkook, stop! P-please!"

I was able to speak when he removed his hand and placed it on my waist, he made my body rotate before lifting my aśs, I screamed when he suddenly plunged into it. My toes are twisting and my knees are getting weak from kneeling.

"Oh!"

I bit my lip when he slapped my cheek. The pain!

He did that over and over again while I was holding the headboard because my head was already banging because of how hard he hit me with his body.

I cry while pleading with him but he seems to be deaf because he only hurts me more and more.

My head hurt so much because of shouting so much and then he tweaked it to make me look up.

A few moments later he shivered behind me and I felt the warm liquid inside me, when he pulled away from me i fell to the ground, I twisted and let myself cry.

Can't believe what he did, did he really rape me?

"T-Tae?"

I heard him say, his tone was worried. It's like suddenly waking up from the beast he did.

I covered my ears and cried harder. I don't want to hear his voice, I'm afraid. I'm scared!

"Shit."

He cursed, I could feel the movement of the bed. He held me so I screamed again.

Even though my body hurt so much, I forced myself to stand up to get away from him.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry, Tae!"

He tries to hold me but I just struggle.

"D-Don't! Don't touch me!"

I screamed and wiped my tears. I can see his face full of regret.

I took his clothes from the floor and put them on, walking towards the door. But before I could open it, he hugged me from behind.

"T-Tae, I'm sorry..., I-I didn't mean to..."

His voice cracked but I had no intention of feeling sorry and giving in. I braced myself and tried to remove his hand from my body.

"Go away."

I said emphatically. He shook his head and made me face him.

I looked at his face with all my might, he was crying while pleading looking at me but i just gave him a cold stare, my face was emotionless.

"P-Please... sorry... I was just jealous... I'm sorry, don't be angry anymore... forgive me."

"I hate you so much."

I responded coldly. His eyes widened and he shook his head one after the other, more and more tears poured out

He hugged me tightly and buried his head in my chest.

"Y-You're joking right?"

I felt a pain in my heart but I ignored it. I pushed him with all my strength, he sat on the carpet and was shocked by what I did. But can see the look of pain on his face.

"I hate you, Jungkook. I so fcking hate you."

I repeated.

"You didn't mean it? You didn't mean to slap me and punch me? You didn't mean to say hurtful words to me and you didn't mean to rape me? Fck you! It's easy to tell you I forgive you but what you did is unforgivable! You raped me!"

My eyes hurt again so I closed my eyes tightly.

With a trembling hand, i.pointed at him

"W-Why, Jungkook? Why did you immediately suspect? You didn't explain to me first and put your anger first. And what did you do? Of course, you raped me! Is that fun??"

He shook his head while crying. he quickly hugged my knee and cried.

"Sorry... sorry... forgive me.."

He said and looked up at me.

"I-I love you so much, T-Tae. I-I was just carried away by my jealousy. I-I love you so much, I-I'm afraid of losing you and going with someone else."

I clenched my hand.

"Well, that's scary, I don't want to, Jungkook. M-Maybe, we're not meant for each other."

I grinned even though was struggling to hold back my tears.

"Where's your IU? That's all there is! That's where you release your lust! She's the one you're going to rape! After all, she misses what you do, give her some! Anyway, you want birthday sex right? Maybe you did that earlier at the office earlier while I was gone? But that's okay, maybe it's fun because you've already experienced the birthday sex you asked me for, right? Too bad, it's a birthday rape not a birthday sex."

He just shook his head while crying loudly when I spoke.

"No, it's not true..." He said weakly.

"Stand there,"

I ordered and moved my knee.

"I am going home."

"D-Don't, don't leave me. I'm begging you... I'll do anything! Please!"

"Jungkook. I don't want it anymore, let's break up. There's nowhere to go, we're only going to hurt each other..."

"No!" He screamed like a child.

"I'll be nice, I won't hurt you again, I'll reduce my jealousy! Just don't leave me, you know you're the only one in my life..."

I laughed even though my tears were falling.

"Me? No, there's IU. Forget me, forget that you loved me, forget that we were together and forget that we loved each other. I don't want to, Jungkook. I don't want to be hurt..."

I'm crying also said. I pushed him again, maybe because he was so weak he let go of me. I left the room and looked for the exit door.

"TAE!!!"

Jungkook hoarsely shouted from the room and chased after me.

"No! Please! Don't leave me!"

He immediately went in front of me, my eyes widened when I saw that he was holding a gun and pointed it at his head.

"I'm going to kill myself!"

He shouted and pointed the gun. I was immediately overcome with fear and cried.

"W-What's wrong with you, Jungkook?"

His body was shaking from crying so much.

He shook his head. "I can't lose you, I can't go back to the times I miss you... I'm going crazy! Don't leave me, please!! I won't be angry anymore, I won't hurt you anymore. Don't leave me... I'm going to die... please... I'm going to die..."

His voice trailed off.

I approached him. "Put that down, Jungkook.."

He shook his head violently.

"No! You will leave me when I let go!"

"N-No, I'm not leaving you, please... put that down..."

He shook his head again. "No! You think you're gonna lied to me? No! You're going to leave me like you did before!"

I cried even more because, why is Jungkook acting like this? Am I the cause of this? Shit, I can't.

I took a deep breath. "Put that down or I'll forget you?"

His face softened but he still did not lower the gun.

"You said you'd be nice so i wouldn't leave you?"

He nodded like a child.

"Put that down, listen to me..."

"Y-You won't leave me when I take it down?"

He said scared, I nodded while feeling sorry for his look and reaction.

"Promise?"

"Yes..."

He slowly lowered the gun, I quickly took it from his hand and threw it far away.

I heard his whining. "Y-You're going to leave me because you got the gun..."

He said while kneeling and bowing

I knelt down and touched his face. I wiped the tears from his eyes. Call me stupid, but I will forget what happened tonight, I just don't lose him. My conscience and my heart can't handle it.

"Don't do that again huh? You scared me."

I said more calmly.

He nodded and quickly hugged me tightly, he cried again.

"You're going to leave me..."

He said, I stroked his back to calm him down.

"Ssshhh, don't cry... I won't leave you..."

I made him stand up.

"Let's go back to the room.!"

He sighed and shook his head.

"No! You'll just put me to sleep and then leave! You'll go with that man and forget about me!

I laughed at what he said.

"Where did you get that?"

I tried to make him stand up again because he really didn't want to.

"Do you want to make me angry again?"

I asked emphatically. He shook his head and stood up.

While we were walking, he was like a child who hugged me tightly and didn't want to let go. It just sobbed and calmed down.

When we laid down on the bed, he immediately wrapped his arms around me, even though his eyes were tired and seemed to fall asleep, he forced his eyes open and stared at me as if if he blinked, I would disappear,

"Go to sleep... close your eyes."

He shook his head. "I don't want to, you will leave me..."

I laughed. "Silly..."

I kissed him on the forehead making him close his eyes

"I won't leave you..."

He opened his eyes and could see his red eyes and tears coming out.

"Forgive me, Tae, I'm sorry if I hurt you, if I raped you. I was just too jealous. I don't know but my vision darkened, I don't know why did that and I couldn't control myself."

He hissed and his shoulders shook.

"I'm sorry at the office, what you heard him say is not true. You are the only one I loved and the only one I will ever love, besides at the office, I want to feel that you will fight for me with IU, I want you to be very jealous so I did that. I'm really sorry, Tae. I know I'm fcking stupid and àsshole but I'll die if you leave me..." He said crying.

I smiled and wiped his tears. "I hate you,"

Pain appeared on his face again.

"Yes, I'm mad at you. I'm mad at what you did, at all the hurt you did. But who am I to not forgive? Just don't do it again. It's traumatizing."

I joked and laughed when he began to cry, he buried his face in my neck and cried there.

"G-God... I love you too so much, Tae! I thought I was going to lose you..."

He said, his voice breaking.

"Why are you crying?" I caressed his hair.

"T-Tears of joy..."

He said softly and started sobbing

"Hush now, baby. I'll sing for you..."

"We'll do it all..."

I started and could feel his body relax.

"Everything.. on our own..."

I continued stroking his hair.

He yawned and spoke. "I'm sleepy..."

"Then sleep."

"You will not leave me?"

"No."

His hug tightened.

"I love you so much, Tae..."

I smiled. "I love you too."

"You won't leave me, will you? Promise me that."

He said, I laughed and continued singing.

"We don't need..."

I felt his breath getting heavier.

"Anything... or anyone..."

I straightened up and hugged him back, I could hear his soft snoring.

"If I lay here... If just lay here... would you lie with me and just forget the world?"

My last song because he was asleep.

I thought could put up with him, but really, I really love this jealous man. Despite what he did, I still love him...

And I always will.

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