I could never forget,that moment,to me it was most special...I hadn't seen you before...I hadn't met you before...you barely knew me....you barely saw me,but I saw you...I saw how bright you looked even from such a distance away...my heart..this heart of mine seemed like a beating drum,my eyes instinctively looked at you like a pry....ready to follow you to eternity..how perfect it would be to be beside you..my breath fastened ,when I tried to call your name,sweeter than honey.. it felt on my lips...I tried to move my legs,but I felt stuck to the ground...maybe because with the way ,our eyes met..it felt magical that I did not want to destroy this..I wished time would stop...1..2...3...4..5.......that was how long it took to fall for you...my first love....how silly I felt..wanting you to be mine...physically..emotionally..and maybe even spiritually...but you turned away..why did you turn away..I wanted to grab you telling you,I liked you..I wanted to get to know you better but .....I had just met you....my gaze fixed on you as you walked away..with your friends....taking away a light I didn't know existed...taking me back to the darkness ,my darkness..that I was lost in.....but someone pulled my hand...making me remember I had a long way to go..........and in love this was just the beginning and not an end.....
