i sat down,looking at you,wanting to know your next move,and why you did it,you were the total opposite of me,I was smart,beautiful and popular but you were reckless,something I couldn't be,even if I wanted to,what was there to want,but yet I wanted to be you,even just for a day,maybe I was tired of doing my best,or you were just a small window,i looked through to watch,such a girl I thought,every time ,you looked and stared at me,when I wasn't looking,did you think I didn't notice,or maybe we were just thinking the same thing,"how would it feel to be you"......that I will never find out...this I will never say,that I admire you.....