Missed you every day Ever since you left our house, your fragrance also went away from that house. Every night I kept thinking about your SMS "How are you?" How to send by typing in mobile. But today after hearing "I am selfish" from someone else's mouth, I started missing you a lot. Instead of following my steps towards my home, I automatically went towards your workshop. My hands started trembling when I heard from your workshop colleague that you had gone with a friend. Bad thoughts started coming into my mind."Is this the same friend who wanted you to marry but you refused for me? Is he better than me? Why have you gone to his house? Somewhere?" All this started racing with thoughts. I know that I have no right over you like before, but.. but. I'm still not ready to lose you. I didn't even know how I reached my destination while running. Your cycle was outside that house, then my heart started beating more inappropriately. I got angry and started honking your bicycle honk till you come out. Seeing me you stood silently in front of me with your tired face. "Wow, the weather is very nice today. Let's go for a ride somewhere." Sitting on your bicycle, I said to you in my soft voice, but you were still silent. Seeing your face like this, I got down from the cycle and took the bag which is kept by you with stubbornness like a child. "It's getting heavy, isn't it? Alright now, let's go." You were still silent but sat on the back seat of the cycle. Till halfway, you were just silent and listening to my words. "We will go somewhere next month. Okay? You wear the same dress that I gifted to you. It suits you very much." Trying to persuade you was probably falling short today. By the way, you used to laugh at every little thing of mine, but today something different. "Do you know? One of my office friends likes to read your poems very much. So you know what I told him?" Brought the old things of many days to make you happy. wanna praise you for your work which I have never done before. You didn't say anything but I answered without your permission."I told him, whatever poem you have written, I will give him to read all but he will have to finish reading those poems in a single day." I attempt to rectify the situation with a fake smile had failed. cycling with you was continued. You were probably tired of me. Should I cry or smile, I could not understand anything. After all, it was my fault, then how could I be angry with you? Nothing was being said, but suddenly tears started coming out of my eyes. I was just riding a bicycle with you while crying. I couldn't stop my tears. But suddenly you held my waist tightly with both your hands and you also cried by hugging me. People coming and going on the way started looking at us with strange eyes. Perhaps that situation was such that both of us became stupid. Ignoring the people, both of us kept on crying like idiots.
