i don't know i am just helpless.
I love eating chocolates but everyone say im obsessed.
I am Tired of being selfish.
I am tired of being alone.
I am Tired of being a bright star
I keep a fake smile when i am all alone.
I have reasons to cry
Many more reasons to die
They say so what you can study well , your just worthless.
If i deny them They say can't you accept.
It's just ...
I am tired
I am tired of accepting
I am tired of keeping a fake smile
I am tired of living
I have dreams and goals to fulfill
But they say become some one successful your worthless dreams well never come true
They laugh at my dreams.
Because of that i am losing my self
Im crying for help.
But no body care or seem to hear my words.
Why.
I am so tired of being worthless
I am tired of being laughed at
I am tired of screaming
It's just i am so tired that i can't look up
I want to cry but they your a cry baby
When i don't cry your emotionless
Why ??
When i am crying u Stop me
When i don't cry u say to cry
What if i am dieing
Will u cry , or should I cry
I don't have words to express
But sometimes i really have words to die
It's just
I am tired
I am tired of dieing everyday
I am tired of being useless
I am so tired that i don't know what to say
Can i ask you a Question ⁉️
What are u tired of
Why do u hate me
Why am I unlucky
Why am I keeping a fake smile
....
It's just...
I am tired of being cold
I am tired of being your daughter
I am tired of having you as my Father
I am tired of having born in this world
I am just waiting for my ashes to be gone
I am waiting to die and get free
I am waiting to smile
I am waiting to be happy i an unknown World
I am waiting to be loved
I don't know if this time will come
I don't know if i will feel these emotions
I don't know if i can escape this world
I don't know if i will ever be love
But i do know one thing that I Love myself.
Even if everyone hates me .
But i want to say this one thing
Sometimes i am Tired of being Tired
I still hope to get what I want
And still Hoping
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