~~~~~~~A true friend never leave's, their true friend alone. they always stand next to them no matter what is ahead, even it good or bad~~~~~~~~
I used believe these words blindly 💨
Then life show me the true friends......... actually the fake...........
Slowly i started losing friends............they leave me without saying the fucking reason.........i was broken, mad, sad.......but by those pain i start to understand no matter what i do they will never stay in my life.......so i started blaming them for leaving me............But by the time every friend leave me and i don't know why? then i understand it's not their fault, it's me who is not good enough for them but in the end their is a single friend stay in my life.......we fought, but we still together....... people try to separate us by bad mouthing about her to me but still choose her over those people.
In some situation of my life i knew she is not good, she also hurted me by some way but no one is perfect, maybe i also did hurt her without knowing.
But still we choose eachother.
But suddenly today without anyone reason she told me to never msg her, when i asked her why she started giving me the so-called silent treatment 😅.
She leave me the exact same way others leave me.
I guess, i wasn't wrong when i thought I'm not good enough for anyone. I deserve know one i guess 😂.
The last person i had my life, she finally left me............I'm here again with my broken mind & heart.
Sometimes I feel glad for this app, because i can write my thoughts here............
I'm not surprised she leave me, i knew one day it gonna happened but didn't expect she will do the exact same thing like others.
I deserve to know why people leave me...................💜
I started to hate the relationship whom i used to love the most "Friendship".
i used to think it's the most beautiful, purest, lovely gift god give us but i think not anymore 🙂
Thanks to my so-called friends.