I looked at the clouds while remembering ur memories.
The sky always asked me the reason of my pain.
I didn't reply anything cause u made me speechless.
The way u hurt me I don't think anyone hurt someone like this.
I'm also so foolish, look I'm still bearing the pain.
Everyone say that every wound heal with time but these wounds are getting deeper and more deeper with the time passed .
Rhay moderate breeze always dry my eyes.
I didn't cry for u
The clouds u filled in my heart sometimes become heavy & come out from my eyes.
Neither I love you nor I hate u
I don't have feelings for you
Now I'm free from the cage of ur betrayal...
Just sometimes these cloudy day make me cry
It rise the pain of memories
Like we can't control the rain I can't control my emotions
sometimes I curse u but sometimes I want to thank you
For not loving me back that the biggest wound u gave me & there's no medicine in the world which can heal them.
I'm thankful for not reacting after knowing my feelings but
i'm upset that u try to play with my feelings
I know u r not mine but I asked why r u not mine?
I wish u also love someone so deeply but she doesn't love u back
but then I think u will never able to bear that pain
In my every story ur my hero
but from now in my every story I'll break ur heart
cause I can't change the decision of god but I can make another chemistry of us...
I hate that day more than my fate
I know my fate always play with me
but I never know it will play so hard that I'm not even able to breathe properly
it's hurt me again and again
Every thought of you pulling me more depth in a dark hole
I just want a hand of someone's who pull me out from this
I'm waiting for that hand
I'll never let my hope die & I know that my fate also become helpless infront of my strong desire
Desire of holding that hand.....
