Well ...have there been tyms when you've been so confused...so out of reach... sometimes when you are just longing for someone to understand you ... someone to support you... someone to understand you..but , but it just isn't happening...
Sometimes when you are feeling too broken , sad , lonely from inside but at the other side thoughts like ' what will others think if I'm so sad 'and all r non stop roaming in ur mind ...such things can't be fought against sometimes no matter how hard you are trying to resist them .. they are just not going away and coming closer to you with each passing day ....
There r days when you aren't even scared of death ...you are ready on the terrace looking down and imagining yourself dead .. totally killing yourself from inside
you know the saddest part is ...when you hit your teenage ...a person starts speaking less in most cases...ppl regard them as an introvert...but never have they even tried to understand what's happening, they feel it's normal just an age issue, nothing much ...but I disagree...it's the most insecure period one could hv ...a time when you feel your world is breaking apart ...a time when you start to know the reality of the world...a time in your life where I'm sure you would hv shed most of the tears....not every time these tears can be mood swings...
so much unecessary pressure is put...just try going to the flashback of the time....being pressurized to come first ....when uk u worked harder but still are second still "they" aren't satisfied..
a time when you would have rarely blended with the rythm of any song and just understood the lyrics tht too without any knowledge of what the f- is going on
A time when you are forced to be in a relationship by ppl who just regard themselves as ur fucking well wishers ....
a time when you just wanna leave everything and run away farrr awayyy .
Just if somebody could ever understand it
Just if ppl wouldn't mistake it for introvercy
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