In my elementary year, I have quite a few friends but unfortunately we became strangers to each other now. But nevertheless we still say hi to each other if we meet by chance (ahh....I miss the old day)
In my high school year (1st year), I'm really sucks at socializing and communicating with people so it took me some time to have friends, but thankfully someone approach to be their friends so yeah. After a few months I have a personal problem and stop coming at school (I never told it to any tho until now) I'll skip what happened after that but that's how I lost my friends in my first year of highschool
The same thing happened in my 2nd year of highschool and you know I started thinking negative and having a low-steem about myself that year, that's the start where I began having anxiety and depression
To tell you it's likely related to my family why
So let's move on, In my 3rd year I've made a few friends that I'm really really thankful for, it's my best year ever and until now I'm still close with them, they're the people who made me enjoy and be myself although we still not that close enough to share each other's secrets (it's bc of the damn pandemic 🙂) well either way I want to be friends with them even after we graduated highschool (rn we're a 2nd year senior hehe)