It is hard to smile everyday. After what I have faced and what I am facing. I am still leading this life. People around me are quitting, every day I will get a news of dying person but still I am leaving. I am done with my life but still I am afraid to quit. Sometimes I question myself, will I also quit one day like them?? No; Because we are not same. Life is hard, it is harder than I have expected but the ending will not be that soon. I will wait for the end until it comes. I will not be the one calling it myself.I know it is hard for you, it is hard for me. Their is no happiness and only miseries but still we will not quit. We know that we are not strong, we are trying to be brave but inside we are dying or maybe we are already dead but we will not quit. we will keep the courage, we will face more difficulties but we will survive for their seek not ours.