the insatiable yearning for your presence is now painful.
they say distance makes the heart grow fonder, but my heart just became numb. it's painful, yet i can not cry it all out. it's suffocating.
just like a lone tree in the middle of desert, slowly dying. i am so tired from trying to stand tall as the leaves of hope are shedding until nothing remains. i hid my loneliness so well within the deep scars made by sandstorms of life.
i am too tired that i can not even cry. it takes far more energy than i could summon. i tried so hard to cry, hoping to let it all out and water myself. i wanna feel alive.
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