Sometimes, it feels so calm thinking about that darkness which can just engulfs me completely. It just feels so peaceful and those thoughts processes just stop for a complete good second. It just feels fulfilling. Tears slowly gather up, ready to fall but it feels too soon to let it go against own's will. The abyss of emotions bottled up inside, not knowing what exactly are those as it contains everything; from known to unknown or those unspeakable - untouchable feelings and all. The gathered up every inch of emotions fall so slowly and silently that it leaves a mark at the darkness and everything messes up even more. What a thriftling night as well as the darkness, bothering and messing up with someone for a little while as it starts to fade away along with the rising up light.