~Life Isn't Fair~
I get pressured a lot not by my parents... My mom isn't a pressuring mom, my dad is also not that much pressuring... it's my teachers... I never thought that strangers will be the ones killing me from inside.. I thought it'll be my family but I was wrong 💔 I just hope someday this ends... I have to do a lot of work 😭 Uk... I have a lot of homework.. I've been doing it from the day they gave me still 💔 I have homework left from my 2 teachers and school... I even screamed on my mom 😞 I'm becoming a monster day by day... I can't... 😢 It's hard... Life isn't fair... I hate my gender, I hate my sexuality, I hate myself, I hate everything 😭 Ik I'm being a lot I'm sorry... Y'all don't have to listen to all my shît... I want to empty my heart 😢 I feel like dying... But I've made some good memories which I'm scared to leave, I made some great online friends whom I don't wanna leave... I don't wanna quit writing or reading stories but I can't... *chuckles* Ik I'm a coward who is useless but I just can't... *sniff* 💔 It's all coming from a preteen I'm experiencing new things which I don't like... Uk what? My mom says I'm turning into a psycho slowly but surely... Idk about that... I'm not a psycho, right? I just don't want things getting in my way... I don't know if I'll be able to survive into adulthood but it's hard... I'm gonna go and study again bye...
