Does he care about me or not?
His so cold towards me , even though he says he loves me.. why?
Why is he cold towards me? is it because I forced him to marry me?
Does he hates me?
for the whole month I've been thinking about it..
Even though his my husband, now that I had him for myself ..why do I feel empty??
after that whole month of not following him ,I feel so sad and depressed that I couldn't take it anymore ! so I go straight to find him to ask what he truly feel about me ..but then ,it surprised me to see him with another woman..
He was smiling at her..
he never smiled at me like that..
that woman..
I was furious and my heartaches ..
I want to choke the whore to death! how could this happened!
My eyes are getting wet, and my body is trembling,
I could get everything, but why can't I have his affection?
I was clenching my fists so hard that it bleeds.
I was Hiding behind the a Tree ,when his eyes is about to look my way.
I run..
I run so fast ..tears flows right on my face ,I am crying, the only thing thats in my mind now is to run away from the person that makes me feel this pain in my chest.
I want to push away that women , away from him! I want to go back there and do that!
but when I remember his smiling face ..I just cant do it..
He is happy.. and Im in pain..
At that same day I run away from home, never to go back again.
**
~After a year~
I was in a black market hidden under ground the kingdom of Eszid in which I live now, well I own a business now , even though its illegal..
I was selling smuggled goods from Ramia Empire ,the Empire that I live before. I was selling my ex-husband inventions!why? Its because its expensive!
I am poor now and I need money the most, so at least I could get something useful for being his ex-wife! there's no way on hell that I'll let myself have a suffer a poor life.!
I was eating in a restaurant in front of my shop when a bunch of armored men came in.
I was to eating my lunch when I heard them talking that they were looking for someone.
they were asking the restaurant owner, I was a few tables away from them so couldn't hear what they were saying.
I was just looking at them while munching on my bread , I was thinking that those men's uniform looks familiar.. did I already saw them before?
I was bitting my last piece of bread when the restaurant owner look around the whole room like it was looking for something,
then when his eye looks towards her ,his face suddenly lights up and the immediately pointed his finger towards her, then when the men looks where he was pointing at and then they saw her ,the looks in their faces became serious.
Without a second thought I rushed towards the exit! Oh my goodness! I remember them! they are my ex-husband's Knights!
Why are they looking for me!?
wait ,could it be?? they found out I smuggled his things! Im dead!
I was about to get out when one of the knights blocks the door!
I reach out from my bag and take out a knife when suddenly someone hit me behind my neck,
after that I loss my consciousness..
~~~
*In the outskirt of The kingdom of Ezsid*
A man was sitting inside of one of a carriage , he was holding a Red Rose. Then he moves it gracefully close to his nose , smelling it for a second.
Then moves it again down to his lips, kissing the petals softly and slowly, then a cold smile form to his lips..
Right in front of him a beautiful women is sleeping peacefully.
His been looking at her for an hour now.
He just can't take his eyes off her , afraid that if he looks away even for a second, that she might disappear again..
He suddenly clenched his fist so hard against the rose torn, so hard that it bleeds the blood drips down his hand gorgeously to the flowers stem.
Drops of blood fall down the carriage floor, Leaving stains in a beautifully painted carpet.
"I had given you everything, why did you leave me?" He said feeling a surging emotions through his chest.
Then the eyes that never left the sleeping women, suddenly became fiercer ,like a wild best looking through its prey.
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