It's Time

Rain's POV

...I'm at the front of the door of head master office , heart is beating at full speed that I have to take long breaths to calm down ....

I know what's the purpose of calling me at her office but I don't want to hear that now ?

I took deep breath and knock on the door , waiting for her answer .

"Come in " said the headmaster in her sweet voice .

I got inside , she look at me and flash a smile while pointing me to take a seat .

"Rain , my child . It's been ages since I saw you . How are you?" said the headmaster.

"I'm fine , mam . How are you ?" I replied while smiling at her.

" It's good to know that you are fine . I'm good too." she said while taking out a letter out from a drawer of her working table .

" Rain you know their are lots of children that are gonna come here in future and a lots of children leave this orphanage before you. You can understand what I'm saying right ?" she looked at me with a tight lips smile. I just nod my head cause , I already knew from a long time that one day I have to leave this orphanage at some point in my life .

" I'm really sorry Rain , but you know that we can't take you for a long time in the orphanage . We also have to create space for the future toddlers who are gonna came here ." she said in a sympathetic way . I nod my head once again . I know that I have to leave but it really hurts when you have to leave a place who you have been calling a home for so many years.

" I know Rain that it's really hard for you , but you know that it's time that you have to move on and leave your life in your own ways ." she said and I once again nod my head . The tears are building in my eyes and I'm trying my best to not drop them from my eyes. I know that I have to leave this place but it's still hurt it hurts like hell .

"We are really sorry Rain . We all love you but you know it's our duty to make the life of beautiful children like you and in this process we have to do this. I hope you understand us ." she said I once again nod my head cause I can't able to form a word right now .

" Rain I hope that you have a great future . It really hurt to say that but Rain you are a grown up now and you can take care of yourself . You know it hurts to say goodbye but it's time for you to leave a life on your own ." she handed me the letter and I with shaking hands took it .

"At what day I have to leave this orphanage." I finally said while trying my best not to cry . I am strong and I can take this thing very well.

"Within a week " she said . I nod my head and dismissed my self from the conversation and leave the office .

I walk toward my room and jump on my bed . I really need a music and a sleep to consume all of this . I put my earphones on my ear and connect it to my phone and play the song . I close my eyes and try to clam myself I took deep breath and at some point I drifted to darkness .

The blood moon is on the sky

the fire burning in my eyes

no nobody but me can keep me safe

I'm on my way ....

I wake up with the sound of this song and turn my phone on to see the time it's already 4 pm . "I have been sleeping for good 3 hrs ." I sigh and go to my laptop to found a place to move in . I already know that I have to leave and therefore I already have enough savings from my part time jobs ....so money is not an issue. I spend almost 3 hrs straight on my search and finally found a place which is far away from crowded place but have all facilities near it and also most important the school is near . I also search from house and got a really beautiful one of my comfort in affordable price . I email the owner of the house about every formalities and now all I have to do is wait for their reply.

I start to pack my things as I don't want to do a last minute rushed packing . I start to pack my things most likely some cloths and jewelry that I have and some books .

After spending another hour on packing

it's time for dinner as I'm not in the mood to have a dinner I just go to my bed and try to sleep . After few minutes I pull out the letter that headmaster give to me and open it . It has a check of $ 10,000 , as I do some data entry work for 3 months as there is a vacancy for one and till the other one came I do it as a little help but they give me money for it . I took out the letter and read it .

***xxx childcare orphanage

We are glade to say that one of our little Rain is now a grown up child . She is really pretty when we have her and know

she is all grown up and mature .

She is a talented child . It's really our honour to have her . She is a treasure to be keep protected . She is honest and smart not she is a understanding child but also a hardworking child .

Since , it's our bad to say a goodby to her but all of us hope a good future for her.

Stay happy child and know that you are strong and powerful.

Lot's of love from us .

Good luck***.

I read the letter till the last and it brings tears in my eyes , as much as I don't want to cry all the things are making me to cry .

I take a deep breath and fold the letter and put it under my pillow.

I lay on the bed and close my eyes and let sleep consume me totally .

*Hello, everyone it's my first time to write a story . So , I have some grammar mistakes hope you don't mind . And Don't forgot to tell me if you like this chapter or not .

peace* ✌️~

***Download NovelToon to enjoy a better reading experience!***