squirrel cheek boy

HAN ' POV

It's 6.30 P.M and we are practicing our New song.. Leader Chan heyong is trying to explain something about Verse part of the song.. Everyone is paying attention to what he is saying except me.haha haha..

Normally I am so serious about my practice time but today I got something on my mind.. Since Yesterday Minho heyong is trying to ignore me and he didn't make eye contact with me.. It's normal for him but not for me because  I have a crush on him since the day we first met.. He is so handsome, talented and also cool..Completely perfect..How can I not to fall for him.. but No one know about my secret and I was so careful with it... Only I want is being a best friend of him like others.. But you know.. He is bit cold..He isn't that much talkative but Chan heyong and him are too close than others of the group.. Minho heyong kind of care about I.N because he is the youngest of the team and sometime I got jealous about him.. Also chanbing heyong is the one of his best friend as Bang chan heyong.. This is the situation with My one and only Crush and These days he is trying to avoid me completely..even He didn't look at me or smile  at once for today..That's why I keep thinking about it and can't focus.  Oooh Damn😐😐 Jisung stop thinking nonsense right now.. You have  concentrate..I try to get away from this

"Is that correct jisung ? Jisung??

  I came back to the real world with Chan heyongs Voice.Oh my gosh. What did he ask?

" Y...y..y..es Chan heyong "

Everyone is looking at me and then laugh.. What is so funny.. what's going on..

"Oh jisung baby where were at this time ah.. Chan heyong kept calling your name at least 4 times but all you do is keep looking at the wall with sad face.. you are dreaming about your crush ah..or is it lovelorn??.." Felix my annoying roommate and best buddy told me with teasing voice..And he laughs again.. so funny ah..

"What?what crush ah?I don't have a crush or something like that Mr.Lee felix..And I am so sorry Chan heyong I was just distracted..I am really sorry.."I apologized to Bang chan heyong.

" It's okay Jisung.. We all are exhausted as you. But we have to release this song soon okay.. and jisung please tell me if anything bothering you.."

"Okay Channie heyong..   you are the best"

"Oooh sooo cheesy qakkka... "seungmin said and everyone laughed again..

But not everyone..Minho heyong laughed but he didn't look at me and he keep looking at his fingers and play with them.. am I overthinking.. Yeah.. jisung You are overthinking again..

Then we practice some vocal skills..then Chan heyong gave us a small free time to relax.. everyone  lay down the flow like  puppets without ropes..

"Hey squirrel.. what's the matter.. what is the thing you are trying to hide from me baby..? Felix asked me with suspicious look

"Oh..are you sherlock  Holmes ah? I don't have a problem Lix..It's just I am so tired.."

"Oh oh okay If you say so..  but I don't believe you.. My baby boy..tell me . If you are not going to say I am going to kiss you.." and he try to kiss me as he said.. oh this guy is annoying right... I try to escape him but he hug me and try to kiss me..Also I.N ,seungmin and Hyunjin heyong are come closer to support this Evil felix.. changbin and chan heyongs are laughing  lay down on the flow..wow these guys areeeee.. 

" I need to use the bathroom..I 'll be right back.." felix stopped what he trying to do heard of his cold voice.. It's Minho heyong..why is he so angry..what did we wrong..

"IS he mad at us again? " felix ask seungmin

" No I think that he is need to go to bathroom that's all.."Chan heyong said and everyone lay down on the flow..

"Yeah.. Again he is mad with you felix..not us " changbin said with weird smirk.oh that is creepy..

This Minho heyong is so weird.. why is he mad..  if he want to play with us why is he didn't come.. is he in a problem.. I can't stop think about him..

After 10 min he came to the practice room and try to act normal..

Then we practiced for another 3 hours and Channie heyong stopped the practice and told us to go back to our rooms..

"It's all for today boys..let's continu practice tomorrow at 8 A.M okay..Go back and sleep well.. see you Kiddoos " Bang chan said and everyone greeted and then went their rooms..

Aurther's pov

"Hey heyong..I think you should talk with jisung.. " Changbin said with serious look.. changbin,  and Lee know are roommates for long time.. that's why they became best friends..

" About what Binnie ?" Lee know ask shockingly..

" About what??? Oh heyong you can't hide things from me.... Just admit it.  You like jisung ah..??"

Lee know is really shocked about what changbin said..how can he found out about his deepest secret..

"Oooooh.. don't get mad at me heyong.. I am your best friend... firstly I thought you are getting mad at everyone in these days but not everyone ah.. you got mad when anyone who get close to jisung right? That's how I found out you liked him.. that's all heyong I am not sneaking around you.. I am just try to beintelligent..don't beat me aah..?? Changbin said with super cute voice..He knows Lee know heyong not cold or fierce like he try to be..

In other hand lee know is silence..then he sighed heavily..

"Hmmm.. yeah yeah intelligence my *** Binnie.. you are just gossiping about me ah.. by the way I still  don't know what kind of feeling this is.. but You are right changbin I am so mad when anyone try to close with jisung.. I got mad today because Felix tried to kiss jisung....I think I am going crazy Binnie.. I am so uncomfortable around jisung because I don't know how to talk to him.. how to behave around him ..that' why I ignored him....but I can't help when anyone going to touch him.. " Minho said

" Oooooooh.. minho heyong you are so dumb ah.. old people are always dumb.. hahaha..  you liked jisung heyong.. just admit it.. you like him.. it's not that complicated heyong.. You should talk with jisung and tell him.. "

" but .. but bin.. I want some time..to think about this.."

"If you are not going to discuss this with him you will make things worse heyong.. also jisung knows you are trying to ignore him and you will make him hate to you.. is that you want heyong?? Lix is Jisung's best friend.. we all are Jisung's brother.. but you got mad at him when someone is trying to close with jisung..because you got jealous..because you liked him more than a brother heyong.. I don't know all I say is make a right decision heyong....you can't run away from this heyong even he won't like you in that way.. but he won't hate you.. when the problem solved, you can get along with him as a brother.. but I think heyong jisung like you too.. I can tell it..then don't worry.."

Lee know Listened what changbin was said..he was right.. he is completely right.. He likes jisung.. he loves his cute smile.. his chubby squirrel cheeks.. he likes everything about him..he can't run away.. they are one team..stray kids... they are all brothers.. how can he act around others he won't solve this problem.. he have to decide.. NOW..

Lee know looked at changbin and then he went out the room without a word..changbin shocked.. but he decided to not going after Minho and give him a time to think about it.. He trusted his best friend..

lee know went their practice room.  He knew no one in practice room at this late hour..he want to some time to think..he want to be alone with himself.. he want to do right thing this time.. he sat on the flow and start to  think... the only thing he afraid of is  Jisung will hate him..May be Jisung hates him after what he did today.. Lee know is crying without knowing in the dark of practice room..

After a 10 minutes Lee know heard foot steps..who is this coming at this late hour to practice room.. ??Leader bangchan??

Han's pov

Everyone went back their rooms and Also felix and I came back our sweet room..wow today was long day..As soon as we came back felix went to the bathroom for a hot shower.. while felix is showering I try to find earplugs.. I feel upset because what happened between lee know heyong and I.. He blamed me without reason.. and he ignored me without reason.. I think he really hates me.. mmmmm Am I that unlucky.. My crush even don't think me as a friend.  Poor me...

"Hey Hannah..Are you really okay.. I think today lee know heyong went so far ah.. sometimes I can't understand his behaviour.." felix asked while showering in the bathroom..

"I am okay lix.. don't worry.. I think it's just he don't like me.... may be I had done something wrong without knowing.."

" oh poor you hannie..he is cold as ice you know.. It's his problem.. not yours"

"Oh lix.. we can't talk about bad behind his back... he is nice to everyone except me.."

"Blah blah blah... Sometimes I think jisung baby you have crush on our super cold Minho..  heyong "

I am just shocked about what lix said.. Am I that crazy about him.. and has anyone notice it like felix... ooh.. Did Minho heyong know about it already.. ??is it the reason he trying to ignore me??oooh.. No way jisung you are really overthinking..

"Jisung??" Felix called me because I didn't answer him question..

"Yes lix.. I am Listening..I am trying to find my earplugs.." Then I am trying to find my earplugs and I can't found them  anywhere in room.. Also I checked my pockets.. where are they....??

"Hey lix did you see my earplugs?I really can't find them..??"I shouted at felix who is in the bathroom..

" Didn't you take them to the practice room...I saw u used them there.."

"Oh man..thanks felix.. I think I forgot them in practice room.. lix I am going togo there to take them back  "

"Are u okay go by yourself..want to me to come with you? Just give me 10 min han"

"No lix.  I am okay.. I will be right back..you should shower well smelly boy" I teased him and start to go to the practice room

In 3 min I am at the door of our practice room..it's really dark..but it's not that dark because some kind of small light came through the door..wait..I knew well bangchan heyong and other members went as soon as we stopped practice because we all  tired..Then who is in the practice room at this late 11 p.m..Is it a ghost..oh stop thinking nonsense jisung I said to myself..ghost don't use lights.. Is it a robber?? No way our songs notifications are there too.. no no how can someone rob Jyp building ? Okay I have to find out that who is this ghost.. I slowly reach the door and try to hear something.. there's no small sound but light.. 

I stepped close to the door and try to open the door slowly.  As I thought the door isn't locked.  I stepped to the practice room and I can't see the light before I saw.. there's no light here.. am I hallucinating? I Found the switch and try to light on..but It didn't work...damn it's power cut..Oh at this moment.. I decided to call

"Hey is someone here? " there's no small sound.. but  at that moment I felt that someone is behind my back.. I am sure.. I try to scream but my mouth shut with someone's hand.. what's going on.. who the hell is this..Yeah I can't breathe and I am so afraid.. I try to escape but I hear a voice someone I really know..

"Hey jisung it's me..Don't scream " and the person took off his hand on my mouth

What???? is this Minho heyong.. Am I crazy?

"M..minho heyong??? "

"Yes jisung..it's me..I am sorry if I scared you..I just got here and power is gone.."

"O..Okay Minho heyong.. " this is so awkward.. I still don't know how to react him..After we had some weird moments back then  I thought he still mad at me.. but he didn't try to ignore me this time.. If I act like this he will think about me suspiciously.. Then I try to break the silence..

" I came to find my earplugs..I think I forgot them here. Heyong.. why are you came this late? Did you forget something too?" I asked him..I just want to act normal..

But He didn't answer.. we are in the dark and I can't see him but I can feel him..that's mean he is sitting so close to me.. I think he is still Looking at me.. why is he silence..I am so nervous now..I can hear his breathing.. But he didn't answer..

" I am sorry Minho heyong if I bothered you..Also  I can't find my earplugs in this dark..I think I should go back to my room.." I think I should go back because he didn't answer my question..I shouldn't have bothered him..what he is doing here it's his business.. yeah.. not mine..That's why I ready to go back to the room..

"Jisung... wait " I heard his voice...this is weird.. the way he ask me to wait it's not his type.. I mean something wrong with his voice.. is he sick or something.. I stopped.. but I didn't say anything.. I didn't ask anything..I am just Listening what he is going to say..

" jisung.. I have something to say..."His voice is cracking.. Then he is sighed heavily..

"Yes minho heyong..I am Listening..but I think we should find some light.... my phone is in the room..did you have a torch or something?"

" It's okay jisung.. come with me"

Then He took my hand and pull it the flow,he sat on the flow that dark practice room.. I sat next to him...I feel kind of nervous.. Is he going to blame me again..or hurt me?

" at firstly I want to say sorry to you jisung.. I didn't want to hurt you.. Really I didn't want..It's all my fault.. back then I was act like an completely Idiot... so many times changbin and Bang chan  said to me I have to talk to you and solve the problem.. but I didn't listen to them..I made things worse than before.. and at the end I hurt you.. I am sorry jisung  to what I did.... I really sorry.." He sighed again.. His voice is so emotional.. Is he crying.. why is he worry too much about what happened.. This isn't his type at all..

" Heyong.. It's okay now.. why are you sooo worry about it.. it's not a big deal..I  shouldn't have ask something like that.. I misunderstood that you ignored me.. I am sorry heyong...but heyong what did you say  what's going on about chanbing and bang chan heyong.. Is there any problem "

"You can't understand jisung.. I am not only talking about what happened on lunch break.. I am talking about everything.."

What is he talking about.. everything??

"Jisung "

"Yes minho heyong "

"Do you hate me jisung?"

"Noooo.. I am not heyong.. it's not a big deal  we all are friends.. noo we are brothers..aren't we Minho heyong.. ??How can I hate to my brother??" This is awkward.. but I try to act normal.n why is he asking this kind of question. Completely he is weird today..

"Hmmm.."

After saying "hmmm" He is been silence.. he didn't say anything.. We are still sitting on the flow in the dark..silence.. silence...silence oooh I can't take it anymore.. I am going to ask from him is he okay.. but at that moment.. He got his move before I  get..  He took my hand and pull closer to him..what is he doing...

" h...heyong " I try to speak..  He touched my left cheek with his hand..I felt warm of his hand..  I felt his warm breath..we are too close..then ...then he pulled my face to him and ..... he kissed me.. he kissed my lips..at that moment I was shocked and I try to escape from this unexpected kiss..but I can't.. my body didn't give me a chance to escape .. Am I dreaming? Without power in the dark at the practice room Minho heyong...my one and only crush is kissing me..am I that crazy of him.. but I can feel him..I can feel his soft lips..I can feel his warm..this isn't a dream jisung this is real.. he is really kissing you in the middle of our practice room..

  Aurther's Pov

At that moment.. The electricity is back..they  are in middle of the kiss and they both broke the kiss instantly..

" I..I.am sorry jisung.. I couldn't control my self.."minho said shyly.. he feel guilty towards jisung.. First he hurt him.. and now he kissed him without permission.. Jisung is going to hate him forever..

Jisung stayed silence.. he can't believe what did  now happen.. he can't say a word.. but he wants to know why Minho kissed him. Is this his revenge?

" Jisung.. please talk to me..please don't hate me jisung.. please jisung.. I couldn't control my self.. "

"Mmm why did you kiss me heyong? Did you play with me ??" Finally Jisung asked slowly..

"Jisung.. I am not.. I am not play with you jisung. Just look at my eyes.. How can You say I am play with you.. jisung I didn't mean to hurt you.. jisung I  really like  you.. I can't control myself when I am with you that's why I tried to ignore you and stay away from you before.. that's why... I don't know Your feelings about me.. All I know is I really like you jisung...Now I am super sure it.. I like you Han Jisung...I want to you to be mine.. only mine.. when felix and you cuddling I was been so angry. That's why I blamed you today..and  I am sorry jisung I can't hold it anymore..."  finally Minho confessed his feelings to jisung.. but in other side jisung can't believe his ears.. his crush just confess his love to him.. his long time crush..

Jisung look at  Minho's eyes.. yes.. they are red and tearful.. he is in so much pain.. he is sad because he think that he hurt jisung..

Also Minho didn't think that jisung will like him back because he act like heartless person in front of jisung..

" heyong.. There's no need  to sorry...."

" what do you mean jisung? DO you hate me?

" No heyong.. I want to say.. I like you too.. I liked you since First day we met.. But I didn't dare to say you.. because I don't want to lose you.."

Minho can't believe what jisung just said.. he is like him too...

" Jisung...  baby.. I am soooooo happy.. ohhh.. I am so lucky hannie.. I am really lucky... can I kiss you once?

Minho kissed Jisung's forehead and then they hugged for a min..

"I love you jisung..  I really love you... Now  I am here for you always and forever.."

"I love you too heyong.. " jisung is crying without him knowing. He is so happy.. they both are  so happy..

" jisung I think we should go now.." Minho said that holding Jisung's cute face with is hands..

" yes heyong.. we are late.. I am late.. felix will kill me.  Hopefully he didn't came find me"

"Stop talking about this felix guy jisung.. you are mine now.. only mine.."Minho said with fake grumpy mood..

Jisung smiled shyly..

" oh you are so cute my squirrel cheek boy.."

Minho pinched Jisung's cheek.. Minho lost his control towards jisung..

"Oh heyong.. where is that cold faced fierce guy ah.. ?? Jisung teases him... he can't believe what did happened between them..

"Okay I think I found your earplugs... these earplugs are so valuable jisung..if you didn't forget them here you didn't came to practice room this late.. and I will be act like crazy person again.."

Jisung laughed..both of them went back their rooms..

"Jisung I will walk you to your room.."

"It's okay heyong you can go back.."

"I can't let my cute boyfriend put in dangerous at this late hour...  let's go.."

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