chapter 1

       Raindrops, the silent falling messages from 'Mysterious  WORLD' from the special 'Mysterious ANGEL'  for connecting us to our choosen special

' Mysterious LOVE '.

Tiara:

With the daily irritating noise of alarm i was disturbed again .So i tap on it and stopped it immediately to save my day.

Its sunday I hardly feel any need to wake up.

Sundays used to be funday in my past when i was child.

But,

Now a days Sundays are sleepydays .

(power cut )

"Oh ! No 😫......Really ?, Does it need to happen today" ......."uhhhh.😩...crazy light connections ."

Suddenly the light was off making my invisible dark 🤷world visible dark now 🤦.

"God damn !,  its sunday why dont  these light problems happens tomorrow when i am away from home" .

aaaahhhhh!!!!! 😡😡

"Tiara wake up ! and check whats wrong " ,You may be thinking there is someone around .

Absolutely no 👍 there is no living creature around me neither me ......😂😂😂.... just kidding !! it's just that I perfectly live alone on me it's just me and it will always be me I guess 🤔

As usuall i was talking to myself  and with my supersleepy head made my way to see whats wrong .

I was walking like a zombie with my eyes half close and half of its open or to say forcefully trying to open.

"Hmm.."..as expected total colony was dark ( powercut).

I don't know about your country but in my country ,we check our neighbours house first to see are they having same problem of darkness as we do or its just our house .If it's just our house then one who made these trouble is asking for his death but if it's all nieghbourhood problem then we will be like ......"It's ohk we are not the one who are suffering all are suffering "

I think the phenomenon of suffering is not important to be terrible but suffering alone is more terrible .

what do you think ?

Later,

satisfying myself by seeing others in dark as same as me

I made myself comfortable on swinging chair in my terest garden .

Its my favourite place in whole world .

It's my heaven.

Now ,

my mind eyes were active and my mind too.

I can see the darkness of sky.

I can feel breezes running  cold through my spines .

I can listen music of night .

Embracing this all i slept with the darkness inside me and darkness of world.

(After some time)

"Uuhh.....", the chilly wetty touch on my cheeks woke my silent sleep.

filling my Darkness with pain.

Again ,

My heaven of dream was turned into hell of reality for me .

The little - tiny  raindrops were falling silently on me.

With each raindrop memories of past ,

were getting alive .

Those memories which were once alive with smiles and happiness are now alive with sadness and ashes of memories.

Tears started running down my cheeks.....

Making my soul numb and dead for me.

I went still like a dead,

with my close eyes ...........,

I saw him smiling again....in my memories,

Sending the coldest shivers of hell of pain through my bones .....

with a fear ,

I wrapped myself,

In my cold wetty arms, i hug myself ,

hugging my pain ,

hugging my memories,

hugging my sadness,

hugging my loneliness,

as much tight as I can which pierced my skin to bleed red ......with my nails ....I was trying to let my pain go.

But ,

it was useless.

My invisible wounds already got scratch , again by the  innocent unintentionall falling of ' Raindrops' .

Each year my wounds are scratch by raindrops ,

.....making it more deeper....

......making it more unbearable...

Raindrops are meaning of joy for many .

But for me ,

They are just cover of my tears ....falling down on each unbearable night .

Suddenly, ( power on )

The light got back ,

the world was out of dark now,

But in my inner world there was still a darkness of sadness...and loneliness without him.

With heavy teary eyes i opened my  eyes and made my way in my room with my heart poured with pain ....I climbed the bed ..... Got inside my blanket..... and wrapped myself .....

like the egyptian mummy and did what those mummy does .

Slept .

one more day of my life was passed all alone without him.

with no smile, no hope, no regret, no complains ......overall with big no for my life .

Each time when i close my eyes i wish to end my life with a knife .

Its just his smile that stops me.

Its just his promise that stops me.

Shona d

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Ashish

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