Chapter 1

My talent was blind to many who believe it is not enough to live in peace. I envy whome find love before I do. I long to find those who seek my talent and beauty when the song fills the brains of those who hear the tunes of song and dance. Though it may take time to find those who do.

My name was not heard when I was young but now at the age of 19 it is Lynne To. I have dark brown hair and depending on the surroundings it may glow a light brown. My eyes are blue but for different shows I have to wear contacts and wigs, my dream was to be a ballerina from the age of 4 and upwards, that dream has now been fulfilled and I am one of the most talented dancers across Japan. I take photos for our albums which we dance and sing, my friend Yury has pink hair cut in a bob cut.

Our dances are famous so people from around the globe come to watch us, a man by the name of Kuru never misses one. His age is 22 and he has black hair and well I've never seen his eyes, but his voice is deep and menacing one word made me nearly faint. But we shall let the show go on...

10 minutes until it begins.

I sat down on a white dressing table and I was finishing up my makeup, the theme for the show was Swan. My wig was meant to have the look of a window so you could see right through and my makeup had to be white to match the colour of a swans fur, "Mrs To your up." A women opened the curtains with a microphone around her face. "Alright then, ill be out in a second." I yelled. I put on my too too skirt and my shoes before walking out behind the large blue curtains.

"Now we have...LYNNE TO!" he yelled, cheers of the people started and I shut them out to hear the tune of the piano. A skill you need is to be able to keep focus on the thing you are dancing at, like I have shut out the voices to hear the song of the Swan. I picked up my leg and held it behind me with my hand while the curtains were removed I kept the pose for a second before I slowly started to spin smoothly to the sound of the piano, I jumped and landed with one leg in the air before sliding into the splits bending back so I could see my toes, due to my double jointed shoulders and elbows its easy to do poses like these my palms touched the floor beneath me and I bent my leg to do a flip, I practiced this for a year to get it perfect. I landed on one foot and started to spin and stuck my hands out like a helicopter I stopped spinning and cartwheeled over to the end of the stage before landing on two feet and running to the middle of the stage and jumping in the splits. I have to end all shows with one last pose, i I held my own hand and put one led infront of the other.

I bowed down and left the stage, everyone clapped and I was surprised to see Kuru when I went backstage. I talk to Kuru out of work so I greeted him and walked past. It was my last show for the day so I packed my things up and got into some normal clothes, took off my makeup and called an uber before leaving outside, ever since I got with Kuru its been really awkward to talk to him. The uber came in 5 minutes and when I jumped in I waved to the staff and he started to drive. I live an hour away so i have to leave early if I want to get to work on time. I do 6 shows a day and the last one is always the shortest. I have weekends off thats when my friend works and today was a Friday so I got to go straight home and rest. I never wanted to live ina big house so its cabbin size.

thats my house and there is a small upstairs and thats my bedroom. I walked in and stroked my dog before putting up my jacket on the peg and brought my bag over to the beanbag and threw it on the floor, I grabbed the remote and turned on the news then I walked over to the kitchen and I boiled the kettle. I walked up the stairs and into the hall to go into my dressing room where all my pictures and clothes are. The kettle stopped boiling so I walked back downstairs and then I heard a knock on the door, I looked through the peephole and smiled when I saw them. I opened the door and let him in. "Im just making some tea so wait over there sorry." I informed. "Its fine." He answered. "So how are you Kuru we havnt spoken." I tried to hide my blush while he stood behind me. He held my shoulders and looked over my shoulder. "Fine thanks, your show today was beyond amazing." He complimented me which made me blush even more. "Hehe thanks." I replied. "Why are you flustered?" He laughed. "Its not funny." I turned around and looked at him.

He leaned in quickly and kissed me on the cheek before taking the cup out of my hand and walked over to the beanbag and sat down like he didn't just kiss me out of the blue which is not something that he usually does. I took my cup and was smiling so much it touched both ears. He looked at me and chuckled. "It was just a kiss on the cheek, you love me that much I mean your cute, just know i would do anything for you if you aksed." He said. "I DO NOT...wait what you really would?" I questioned using my finger as a curler.

"Yeah your cute." He mentioned. "I jumped on his lap and hugged him. "Shit!" I was wearing shorts so me jumping on him wasnt the best idea, I SPILT TEA ON MY LEG. He started to panic and took off his blazer and wiped my leg and put the cup down. "Dont jump on me you twat." He stated. "Sorry." I was so embarrassed. "I envy your cuteness." He laughed and moved my hair before kissing me again but this time on the lips. He grabbed my back and I felt him grab my bra because I felt it click undone and it become loose. I used my hands to push im away a little while sitting on his lap. "Im 19 remember not a good age for that and anyway I didnt know you were so sexual." I used my finger to poke my cheek in confusion. I got up and went upstairs to get wipes for my leg and some creme for the burn. I put my leg up on the office chair and he watched me rub the creme up and down my leg before I put on some socks slowly. "Such smooth legs." He smiled. "I know were literally dating but that does not mean you can comment on my legs." I looked at him... "Im tired is it okay if I stay here tonight babe." He shouted from the bathroom. "Sure." I walked upstairs and sat in bed with only my underwear on cause thats how we usually sleep and he walked in behind me with nothing but a pair of joggers on. I layed down and he did the same and cuddled me, we shortly after drifted off to sleep.

I woke up and the sun hadn't risin yet so it was quite cold, I took his shirt from the day before and put it on. I got my phone and stood infront of the mirror as he walked behind me and rubbed his nose against my neck, near my pulse. I took ap picture because me and him share a social media where we post stuff about our relationship and places we go together.

I turned my head to look at him after putting my phone on the side and he did the same, I leaned closer to him and kissed him. He smirked at me and grabbed my upper thighs and then lifted me up and walked down the stairs with me in his arms. I went to the washing room and took out his blazer from the dryer same with some other clothes and put them in a basket ready to bring them all upstairs. I went to the living room and turned on the TV for Kuru after he came out of the toilet. I went back to the kitchen and boiled the kettle then went back upstairs to brush my teeth. Kuru was in the shower and I brushed my teeth, before I left he asked me to get him a towel and he came out with it wrapped around his waist so he could brush his teeth. I washed my face then left the bathroom to carry on making the teas and also toasted some waffles and put them all on one tray then I brought them to the coffee table so we could eat together.

We rarely get to stay and eat with eachother on weekdays since we are both very, VERY busy people so one weekend he'll stay at mine and I make breakfast and stuff and then the next i'll stay at his house and he'll make food. We have been together for over 3 years since I met him in my college and he was in the last year, thats when we started dating and now I'm in a career its been easier to spend time alone without my parents interrupting me. I had to have a shower so when he came out I ate some food, let my tea cool down and drunk it then I went to have a shower. I came back in clean shorts and a clean shirt then I sat on Kuru's lap and he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me back so my head was a little lower and next to his. After a while I got uncomfortable and I'm butt cheeks hurt so I got up and took the tray and plates and cups to the sink and started to wash them, he came into the kitchen 5 minutes after me and told me to go chill and he'll carry on cleaning. I kissed him and then sat infront of the desk so I could see when my next magor show was. 2 weeks on the 24th October. I had a mini celebration on my desk because it was my favirout show.

"Hun' I have a question," I pushed the chair out so I could see him. "how have you not broke your back yet." He laughed. "I dont get it." I informed. "Huff. I mean the different flexibility things you do where you bend your back so you can see you toes." He mentioned. "OHHHH I don't know." I smiled. He just laughed loudly and walked back putting the dirty spunge in the bin. I put some food in my dogs bowl and also some water in the other one so he could have breakfast and he came running over. He is a puppy labradore that we got from one of those "Free dogs" Boxes and we decided to take him under a wing when we heard where they would go if they weren't taken. Actually me and Kuru took one each and his one gets looked after on the weekends (when he's with me) by his mother same with me when I am at his house since his mother adores dogs. The other 2 you ask well we took them and gave them to one of our friends who had been looking for a dog and they instantly fell in love. When Kuru walked up to me he looked at me confused so I dis the same back.

"What?" I asked. "Sorry I forgot you have extensions for your hair and also contacts." He smiled and rubbed the back of his head. "You know its just so my eyes get used to the feeling of contacts since I have so many shows so spreaded out." I looked back at him and sighed. "I apologised what more could you ask for." He said. "You to stop being your 22 self tryna take off my bra when you get a qink, and anyway you said everything I asked you would stop doing it." I smirked cockily. "Such a elegant dancer who so many long to see in real life and envy you is soo sarcastic sheesh." He chuckled. I ran over to him and hit him in the chest. "Be quiet while you have the chance okay." I grinned and looked at him from his side. We tboth bursted out laughing and I st down on the floor dying of the pain of a stitch but I couldn't stop laughing. "Y-you try Haha so hard to be strong but its so f-fucking funny." He laughed again.

"Shutup and go get dressed." I replied. (he doesn't always have to go somewhere but whenever he does he tells me the night before so I know.) He nodded and couldn't get to the top of the stairs without laughing until I heard him from the dressing room. "Im crying haha." I sighed and held my head in my hands trying not to smile. Its my birthday tomorrow so Kuru was going out today and said he was going out to get me a gift, his gifts at present always so amazing and he said he has a treat for me later in the day. I was excited but had some stuff to do around the house today so she was going to get that done while Kuru was out. "Hun I have all my stuff and I already my shoes and keys so I'm gonna go." He kissed me for a long time and grabbed the back of my head to pull me closer. "Eeeeeek!" He doesn't kiss me for long times usually so this time I was stoked. "Love you." He turned around in his suit and fixed his tie a little. "Love you too." I kissed him on the cheek and shut the door behind him, the smile i had was now a frown, it was so boring when he is gone thats why when I get home I go straight to sleep.

I turned off the TV and sat at my desk to get some work done, I drunk some water and a little bit of cola but thats about it. Time passed quickly and it was already 21:09pm and Kuru still wasn't home so I facetimed a friend to pass more time, I told her that he still wasn't home and this was a girl never liked Kuru so she said he was cheating on me. She got me thinking and I cut her off at 23:56pm when I started to get tired Kuru still wasn't home so I started to wonder "what if he really is cheating on me." I was really tired now so I went upstairs to go to bed. I got into bed with all the covers on me with the blinds shut and the door a creek open so my dog could sleep with me and I fell asleep, I woke up a couple hours later and the sun was up, and Kuru was next to me in a deep sleep. I hit him on the head. "Where were you all night." I was angry and crossed my arms while string at him. "Mhh huh, oh I told you the store was a really long way away." He replied startled. "O-oh yeah." I blushed and apologised and gave him akiss on the cheek before letting him get back to sleep. I struggled to get 9ver him and out of the bed but eventually did after getting my hand stuck twice. I walked downstairs because I was thirsty and after 6 minutes I heard thumping and then the sound of Bere feet slapping the floor so I turned around, but before I could do anything he grabbed me in his arms and hugged me. "Happy birthday." He brought me over tonthe beanbag and sat me down putting a bag on my lap while he did. I looked through it and took out a dress. "Ahhhhh!" I smiled and rubbed it against my face in excitement and ran to the bathroom to try it on.

"Oh my." He s,iled and blushed a little. "I already have a dress that I want to wear later but ill wear it for the time being with my sandle heels." I twirled around in my dress so happy that he bought me it. He passed me a card next and I opened it smiling in happiness. It had two tickets to a five star restaurant connected to a hotel. I was so excited and before I got up to hug him he started to speak "I gonna have to go somewhere at 7pm hun' but ill make sure to be here at 10pm cause were having the dinner tomorrow and were staying there tonight." He said. "Wait what, your going somewhere today?" I crossed my head and fo.ded my arms again. "Y-yeah but just fro 3 hour-" I cut him up. "3 HOURS!" I yelled. I stompped up the stairs in anger and slammed the door behind me then slid a piece of paper underneath with a printed middle finger and whispered through the gap. "**** you"

He was on the other side apologising for 10 minutes before I finally opened the door. "Go now I want some time alone." I ordered. "No." He answered. "JUST GO AWAY, first you stay until who knows what hours in the morning, secondly you tell me your going out again on my birthday and are coming back at 10pm the Fwuk." (Meant to be spelt this way.) I shouted. "Im sorry, I'm sorry." He replied. "Pay me back with something." I informed. "Fine anything, I will stand still and you can do anything to me." He said. I opened the door and he stood there silent so I walked around caressing him with with my finger near his chest I also leaned in and kissed his cheek before pulling his head down and kissing him longer and more passionately for 1 minute, he started to blush and so did I before I let go of his head panting because I was so happy. It was 1pm when we started watching movies and was 7pm in no time but Kuru didn't have to worry because he was already ready so he sta with me for a little longer before kissing me goodbye and finally leaving the house. I got off the sofa at 21:30 and noticed I have 30minutes to be ready so I jumped into the shower and ran out drying myself quickly so I can shave my legs and armpits, then I ran to my room grabbed my dress and cardigan then sat my dressing table to do my hair and makeup in 10minutes, I did some liner and mascara then curled my hair and finally ran downstairs and got some heals on.

"Whew I'm ready." I fixed my purce and opened the door only to see Kuru with roses standing infront of me. "H-hey." He was holding the back of his head and was looking to his left when I touched his cheek and kissed him. "Lets go." I smiled warmly and held his hand to the car before finally letting go to walk to the other side. He opened the door and got in passing me the flowers so he could turn on the car. I looked at him when we drove past the fairs and lights on the trees near my house.

We stopped at a restaurant and he opened the door for me helping me get out of the car because I was wearing heels. When we walked into the restaurant a girl walked up to me and asked for my autograph, I kindly agreed but she said she wanted one of me and Kuru so I asked him and he agreed so I kissed him on the cheek and she took the picture and gave her a hug before she walked off I waved as she did. We sat at a table and he held my hand from across the table and we ordered two stakes and gravy to be simple, with wine included. We did a cheers and drunk two bottles. Although I don't drink I had a good time but was very drunk after, Kuru wasn't since he has to go to many celebrations so he drinks quite a lot of wine. He wanted to take me to the hotel room after so I could rest and had read the letter I gave him the letter I gave him in the car. Thank you for taking me to the dinner and by the end I may be to drunk to remember what I need to say so I'm writing it, I need to go and practice tomorrow for my next show so please wake me up at the time you do cause I don't want to be late.

He smiled and laughed before picking me up making sure underneath my skirt didnt show since I was passed out and brought me up to the room.

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