How I Found "It"

Hello! My name is Tyler. This story might be true or maybe the background of one of my characters. That will soon be revealed in one of my other stories.

Anyways, almost everyday, I go outside and listen to music. That's when i found "it".

"It" is something that comes from my ruling side. A feeling of control and happiness.

I was born in a royal family, but I'm not rich or have a castle or anything(I think). My family line is split in two ways, my mom's side and my dad's side.

The royal bloodline came from my dad's side. Although you might not believe me or think that this was made up, I was told by my dad that I'm very important and I'm royal (even I don't believe him on that).

Never mind that, back to what I was talking about. There are certain songs that make me feel like god.These songs just make me think about what it's like to feel like god.

When I'm outside, either on the swings or trampoline,(and yes I'm still like a little kid) jumping or swinging really high is like the best thing in the world. When I feel like letting go, music is there and the outdoors.

"It" is like another part of me that's longing to be god, that has that selfishness and greed. But "it" also wants alone time and a friend. "It" just slowly started, sorta, taking over all the fear. Although still not when it's nighttime though. When "it" came in my life, it made all the pain and anxiety go away. It was a relieving feeling, that I had something that took my mind off other things. My siblings, my mom and dad, my everyday annoyance from my siblings, and the fact that I dont make a great earning to support myself.

Honestly, idk what to put here but I could do a mini story.

Once upon a time in a land far away, there lived a little boy. He was called a demon in the village, the reason why was because his mother was said to be a witch. They thought she had made him from evil thoughts or something. Little did they know, he was an actual demon. His mother had found him by the side of a' river, next to him was knife. She took him in and raised him. Although he was a demon, she found a way for him to look human. The kids in school called him a freak because he didn't look normal. He had a pentagram birthmark on his forehead to the right. When the juds found out about it they called him demon freak and bullied him everyday. He and his mother could do nothing about it, everyone didnt like the boy, they didn't like his mother either. The witch and the demon boy. Soon when it came to a point where they were to downed to keep up the act, they left the village. They had stumbled into a magical looking forest. When they had found a little hut, they knocked. There was this nice looking lady, but to the boy he could see angel wings. When the boy saw angel wings it means the person was nice but might really hate demons.

To Be Continued...

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