Changes in me

...we literally became close.I started to mix with other group of students seeing that my teachers were relaxed but I was somewhat unhappy because I had friend only at school but after school I was again left all alone.Time passed my school performance was going better but socially I was lacking many things I didn't have good relationship with my neighbors.At home my routine was always the same.When I was at 13, a boy moved in our neighborhood.He was so attractive at the first glance.I just lost my mind as soon as I heard his voice and he was quiet good looking.He was the first boy whom I had feelings for.He was little older than me so I never dared to express my love for him so I just had crush on him.I knew that even I expressed my feelings to him he would definitely deny it because I don't match his standard.So I just crushed him from far.He used to go school little far than mine.His class used to end little late than ours.I used to wait for him but as soon as I see him I used to hide and used to follow him silently everyday.He used to go to practice taekwondo (a kind of self defense training).I used to see him practice every night on his rooftop.Then I started to smile a little.He became my reason to smile.I used to follow him while going school,while coming back from school.After that I started to mix up with my neighbors too....

...In school I used to smile like mad .One day my best friend by chance asked ,"Have you gone mad or you are in love or something.You have been smiling like mad for a week." Listening to her I felt so nervous,"Ha...ah! W.. What are saying(nervously)?".Then she came near me and whispered,"Then why are you blushing."After listening that I rushed out of the class.I even don't know what was going on with me I was breathing very fast.I also realized myself that there was some unwanted changes in me so I tried my best to suppress my feeling because it was literally age of attraction and also my exam was also coming up very soon.So I tried to focus on my studies but as soon as I see him, my concentration motivation,confidence every thing vanishes.I act like weirdo Infront of him so I had feeling that he hate me.But my parents were happy seeing some changes in my habit in the same time they were scared whether I may get hurt.Slowly my parents became close friend with his parents it was very normal to come and go each other house.But it was still little hard for me.His grandma used to like me very much.Whenever I used to go to market I always used to buy fruits for her because I lost my grandparents very early so I didn't had chance to experience their love....

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