My LOVE

'LOVE ' (deep sign) everytime I hear this word a smile appear in my face ,I feel butterflies in my stomach, it is something that can't be express by a few words . Many love stories are written describing love ,how beautiful it is to be with someone who love u unconditionally and I want to feel how it feels to be in the embrace of my mi amore . so I decided to fall in love with someone who I'll Cherish my whole life . Now the problem was whom I'm going to love ?It was not an easy task every thought passed through my mind that I look for someone or wait for my soulmate but I'm not the kind of person who waited patiently so I decided to find someone. But every time I try to approach someone something always stops me . I feel like I'm doing wrong and like that my plan of falling in love was a failure so I decided I'll wait and thought that everything that happened will be for good only so I waited . But this waiting was quite long there was no one who could make my heart beat fast and all. But still I pray to god one day my wish will be full filled but that day never came as time passed by my belief toward L.O.V.E started to fade ...

Then one day when I was looking out of my window I saw someone sitting on the park bench , his face was buried into the book . suddenly I felt curious about him . something was pulling me toward him so I waited and watched him and then suddenly he looked up . I felt a strange feeling building up inside me, my heart was beating so fast it was like time had stopped . He was so beautiful I can't even describe it and I was really stunned at that time I felt I was back again to my teenage years . It was special for me and still today it is vivid in my mind . I felt like I was levitating and Like I fell in love at first sight and thank god . Than I made up my mind he will be the one and only for me . So I started to gather information about him and I found out that he works in a cafe near the park . For me it was a chance to woo him so I decided to go to the cafe where he works .

I dressed in a beautiful dress and went to the cafe and when I reached the door there I saw my love talking with his colleague then he noticed me standing there bewildered he greeted me and took me to the seat and asked what u want to drink miss ? He gave me the professional smile And little he know I was bewitched by him and staring at him . so I asked him to choose my drink according to his taste . He was shocked at that time but regain his composure and bring me the cafe special . I was more happy than happy it was like my dream came true after the drink . I paid the bill and turned to leave and then an idea came into my mind . I left my handkerchief on the table that was embroidered with my name . Now I felt it was such a childish act but that plan was successful he came to me to return the handkerchief and I thanked him . but it was not enough to start a relationship so I started to ask questions about him . And asked him to be my friend and he said yessssss. As time passed we became closer than before we started to share things and became best friends He was happy to be friends with me but I was not I don't want us to be limited in friends only . This thing started to cause stress within me , I was not able to sleep at night . The thought of he being away from me after knowing my feelings , intention was eating me day by day . He also started to feel my uneasiness inside me so he started to ask me what happened . But I can't tell him, what if he left me after knowing my reason to be a friend thing was scaring me. So one day I thought that let's finish this today only so I locked up my cowardly deep inside me and decided to propose to him today and thought that it was today or never so it was my time. I dressed beautifully for him only and went to his home I knocked and ........

my heart was beating so fast , I was encouraging myself again and again then ...

He opened the door and suddenly took me in his embrace I was so happy and I thought that what if he also loved me and I was smiling inside . And then I heard another person's voice . And I ask him who is here with u and he smiles and says I want to say something to u .Then he dragged me and pulled me toward the dinning room and I was still Happy smiling then he told me to sit Down . And give me a cup of coffee and say I want you to meet with someone . I was like fuck does he want to introduce me with his girlfriend I was anxious my hand was sweaty , my heart was beating fast and then he pull someone from behind and say bestie meet my boyfriend Sam and I was like what??????? and the cup that was In my hand fell down and I suddenly asked without thinking are u gay ? he was like yeah I'm a gay. After hearing this my heart was broken into pieces it was like I was being pushed by a cliff . I was thinking what the fuck I was following or expecting love from someone who not only love me but whole Girl . My situation was worse ,I couldn't even describe it then I maintained my composure and said hello . And I shake hands and my love I mean my ex love asked me what I was going to tell him ? and I told him something not so important that yours and give the most fake smile I have ever given to anyone . He invited me to eat dinner with them but I was not in a situation to eat anything . And I bid goodbye to them and wish them congratulations . That time was bitter to me and I went home and thought about the first time I met him and all the memories were repeating in my mind . At that time I was confused whether to cry or laugh at my situation . But after a lot of thought I came to the conclusion that if we love someone we have to learn to let go . My love toward him will never change his memory is with me , whether he is straight or gay he is someone I had love and always love him forever . If he is happy with him then I will pray for their happy life I will always support him . My love for u is never and ever going to fade....................

I LOVE YOU 💓💓💓

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