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The Reincarnation Of The Suicidal

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The Reincarnation Of The Suicidal

Episode 0: His Life

My name is Haruki Yukimura, My age is 18,

Birthday is March 16, 2001,

Living a Broken life

It all started when i was 14, i was living Regular life with my family, my father,

Miyuki Yukimura, 37 years old, was a businessman, and my mother, Haruna Yukimura, 35 years old, worked at a call center, I was always left home alone, but i didn't mind it, because when they came home, they always had presents and stories for me...

Up until August 15, 2015, my mother became a victim of a hit-and-run, fortunately the culprit was caught immediately because his license plate was seen by a witness of the

hit-and-run, it was said that he was drunk driving, but my father couldn't forgive him, he went to the police station and almost killed the driver, but he was stopped by the police and sent him home, after that, he drank alcohol until he passed out, while i became an Emotionless/Expressionless Child...

Until my father found a woman he loved,

it was 2017, 2 years after my mothers death,

my father got over her death but is still drinking, but I could understand why he wanted a new partner, my mother wouldn't want us to be alone because she is dead,

the name of the woman is Reiko Suzumiya, same age as my mother, she has a daughter, her name is Rin Suzumiya, 19 years old, 3 years older than me, they moved into our house after a few weeks after my father introduced me to them...

They cleaned the house with us, 2 days prior before they moved into the house, my now Sister is now next to my room, putting away her stuff, she entered and said...

《Sorry for letting myself in...》

I waved my hand to say that it's okay...

She smiled and said...

《My name is Rin, you can call me Rin-san since i'm older》

I nodded, then she asked what's my name...

《Haruki...》

I said in a quiet voice, but it seems like she heard me...

《Then i'll call you Haru-chan.》

. . . ? What? oh, I remember, that's what my mother used to call me...

I was surprised, but after clearing my mind, I nodded, then my now Mother called us and said...

《Dinner's ready》

Oh, it's already this late...

Was what I was thinking...

《Let's go eat dinner now.》

Rin-san said to me...

We were now eating dinner, they were all talking about random stuff, while I was eating next to them, silently, they didn't ask me anything, which was nice, as soon as I finished eating, I placed the dishes on the sink, then went up to my room, as i was heading up, I heard them talk about me being silent, which was no big deal...

As soon as I entered the room, I sat on the bed, with my back against the wall, taking out my phone, and surfing the internet, not more than 5 minutes, Rin-san entered my room, I was surprised, Rin-san walked towards the bed, and stopped near the bed, she stared at me for atleast 20 seconds, I tilted my head, like I'm asking a question that signed, 'Why are you here?' she then put her face close to mine then asked...

《Why won't you talk?》

I ignored her, she seemed annoyed, she then got nearer to me, then asked me the same question again, I ignored her again, but this time she wrapped her arm against mine then she asked me...

《You can speak right?》

I nodded...

《Then why won't you speak?》

I finally gave in because of my arm...

Then I answered...

《I don't want to...》

She asked why...

I shrugged...

then she suddenly spoke...

《Well then, Don't worry, because your sister is now here!》

I tilted my head in confusion...

But that was only the start of her 'helping'

she then introduced me to some of her friends, and made me talk to people through the internet...

I was showing more emotions since my mothers death...

That was when i became close to her...

Until my father knew why my now Mother married him, she needed money, so she met up with my father, my father was angry, he ran away with his money and gambled with all of his money, he also quit his job and drank until he passed out, like he did 3 years ago, it was now 2018, back here in this home, it was quiet, my now Mother ran away to find another man, leaving me and Rin-san alone in this we had no money for expenses...

...or that's what I thought, there was money in the refrigirator hidden in a pot, it had about 1mil Yen, we could live with it for atleast a 6 months, while we were thinking of how we were going to save it, Rin-san was trying to find a job for extra money, and after that she found a job, everything was going smoothly.

One year has passed, it was August 15, 2019, we were going to visit my mother's grave today, I called Rin-san, but she didn't pick up, so I decided to go to her company to pick her up, as i was heading towards her company, I walked by an alleyway which I heard screams from inside, I took a look and saw...

Why is Rina-san on the floor?

Why is Rina-san *****?

Why is Rina-san covered in Blood?

Who is the man standing besides Rina-san?

Why does he have a gun?

No..... No.... that cannot be Rina-san right?

Hold on... I'll try calling her again...I tried calling Rina-san's phone...

but there was a phone ringing near t**hat body, It was Rina-san's phone...

The guy beside that body shot the phone...

the call has been disconnected...

I took another peek, this time i saw a purse...

Rina-san's purse....

I lost my mind...

I couldn't control my body...

I ran straight forward, the man was too suprised to fire a shot towards me, The gun slipped in his hand, so I slapped his wrist, letting the gun slip away, while he was distracted, I punched him in the throat and in the stomach, using some self defense skills Rina-san taught me.

I took the gun from nearby and shot him with it, 3 times in the stomach and one through the heart...

I looked at Rika-san's Body...

She was shot in the head, she had no pulse,

So for one last time, i'll hug her tightly,

Did i even say thank you to her for even one time, as far as i remember, no, right?

《Thank you very much for helping me get over my mother's death, and i'm sorry》

I covered her body with her clothes and a jacket from the man who assaulted her...

I walked and walked, while crying, and now, i'm at a bridge...

There is a river underneath the bridge...

What would happen if i jumped?

and suddenly...

I'm standing on the railing...