goodbye chane

i am at the the cemetery looking at my mom's grave feeling tears rolling down my cheeks.

" i wish i will die" i said to myself in a low voice but chane heared it " what how dare you say like that you are not going to be dead"

" chane i made a decision that i am going back to america " she asked shocked after hearing her bestie" what ! why?" . " 'cause i have money and i will study there in a better college rather than living here and thats my mom's dream and i will fulfills it no matter what and i caneasily move on from josh while living there" i explained

she smiled lightly while tears streamed down her cheeks and hugged me saying " if its your decision i will not interfere but promise me you will come back for me" " i will " i replied

when we got home we started packing my stuffs chane was helping me alot and i am so grateful to her the flight is after a week but chane is already sad i always comfort her

lia: by the way chane will you come to america to see me

chane : of course i will don't worry hmm

* she gave me a painful sad smile i know she so sad )

lia: let me make it up to you lets go to amusement park ok go get ready

chane: what ! really? i am going to get ready just wait here

* i chuckled at her reaction afterall i am her bestie i know her better than anyone*

lia: i am a genius( i said to myself)

she come downstairs hurriedly qhile making her hair into a ponytail

chane : LETS GOOOOOO

lia: YESSSSS

*AT THE AMUSEMENT PARK*

chane: lia i am scared help me (while riding the roller coaster)