I woke up with the notification of him accepting my friend request. I felt like i was on cloud. I guess that was the time from when i started to check his profile and post daily. At school I would daily go to morning classes just to see him from a far distance. It was a pure and innocent teenage love. I didn't knew what the future hold but I always dreamed of him and me being together. His post about love and crush felt like a message to me. That one sided love of mine went like that for many weeks without him noticing.
And one day out of blue he started to react on post. I had a lot of questions going on my head. " why did he suddenly started to react to my post? Did he noticed me? Or its because I always react to his post? Was it by mistake?" I had so many question that was left unanswered. At first i thought it was just a coincidence. But as time passed by we started to react on post and it was like sending messages through post. We smiled at each other when we met on school.
Without knowing our summer break came. Me and my friends already had plan to go to picnic at the first day of holiday. As planed we all went to picnic. I seemed to be always cheerful and happy around them. Who liked to play around. But when i'm around them I always felt alone. I felt like they were neglecting me. But I never showed my feelings..After few days I went to my aunt house.
One day as I was scrolling through fb I saw him posting a love post with his girlfriend tagged. I saw his comment but it had no reply or even a react from her even tough it had been 5 hours since it was posted. I felt a liitle crack on my heart. How should I explain. It was like going through a break up without dating. I tried to move on I went to visit different places with my aunt daughter. Days went on I was forgetting about him.
Our vacation ended still i didn't went to school for 2 days I still remember it clearly it was 4:37 pm he messgaed me. It said Hi. I replied hlo with my trembling hand and pounding heart. "How are you?" he replied. "I'm fine what about you" "I'm fine too." typing.. "when are you going to start coming school?" My heart beat 5× more I couldn't believed if i was dreaming or was it real. Crazy right to check that i pinced myself. haha. "I will start coming from tomorrow" i replied and like that our conversations continued for long time we talked about ourself and many more. We left by saying good night take care to each other. It left a big change in my heart. I started to get a little hope of light on that dark night.
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