I open my eyes and looking around my surroundings. I realized that I am at the hospital. Suddenly, I hear the sound of the door opening. I turn my face towards the direction of the door. It is my teacher. My teacher is crying, " Dylan, you are awake. Let me call the doctor. " My teacher rush out from the ward calling for the doctor. A doctor come in and examining me. She write some medicine prediction and tell me I need some rest. My teacher thanks the doctor and walk her to the way out. I sit on my bed and look at my teacher. "Teacher, how long does I lose my conscious? ". My teacher cried and say, "you had lose your conscious about a week.. I am scared that you will never wake up... ". My teacher hug me tight and crying. I hug my teacher back. " How about my mother? " . " Her funeral had been held two days ago by your father. All of your relatives attended it and I also go in the behalf of you. ",my teacher explain it forcely. " Why are my father held it hurriedly? Can't he waited for me to awake ? I can't attend it forever... I can't see her for the last time... ",my voice is breaking and my tears slowly flow out. I mumurs to myself that I am can't attend my mother's funeral forever. I can't see her smiling face anymore. She gone for real.
My teacher trying to comfort me but my tears keep falling down my face. I can't stop my sadness and keep crying. The sadness overflowing and it can't never stop because the emptiness that my mother left in my heart can't be replace by anyone. "Why my father can't held it after I awaken.. Why can't he wait for a few days longer... just why? Why are he doing this to me? Why?! ",I shouted with my hatred towards my father. A deep hatred filled heart along with my sadness. I flip over my blanket and throws the pillows. My teacher say, " Dylan, calm down. Your father did this for your good. He doesn't want you to feeling sad anymore ". "Calm down?! How am I supposed to calm down. I can't see my mother anymore and I can't even attend her funeral. You said that he did it for my own good. But the kindness that he made had leave the deepest regret in my heart. That can't be erased forever. Forever! Until the moment I die... ",I said it to my teacher with the feels of sadness overflowing my eyes. He tried to comfort me again but I chased him out because my patience is running low. I can't vent my anger towards my father to my teacher because he doesn't involve in this. I locked the door and pull the curtains and left myself in darkest. I cried myself to sleep.
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