Episode 2 ½

Your POV

We're now always hanging out at Kyoko-san's house. She always tell me that I needed to see my face again....But I'm too scared...What if my scars are still there? What if I look ugly like I did when I was 9 years old? What if I don't look like Oni-chan at all....I know Kyoko-san can see through, but what if the others don't? I remembered when I was with my Dad, going home to meet my Mom and Brother....

"Daddy?" I called my Daddy

"Yes baby?"

"Do I look like my brother or you or my Mother?"

Then Daddy chuckled

"Baby, you like all of us. But you and your brother look alike more...We don't even know why neither of you got our looks, but I know that it's just a mixture of your mother and I"

"Daddy, why are you driving too fast?" I said scared as to why Daddy is driving the car too fast

"Oh am I?" Daddy tried to pull on the breaks but it didn't work....

Daddy is real pale right now.....Much worse is there is an incoming truck That Is heading towards our direction with the same speed as may Daddy's

"Why it won't work??"

Our car crashed....

Remembering every second of it....It makes my heart on pain because that's the day that accident killed my dream....I wanted to be a Beautiful Actress (It's optional though.... It's your choice 😉) But because of it....My dream scattered into billion pieces that drove me crazy trying to put it back....

I suffered because of it...

I lost hope...

It's like fate itself doesn't want me to become what I want to become... It's cruel

It's so cruel that it made me suffer all alone...My brother he was depressed too, but he had a friend...A friend he relied onto...Tell his problems to

But I'm right here bottling up myself

My emotions...

In short, I was trying to kill myself.....

Until Kyoko-san appeared and accept who I am...

"Miya-san?" Toru called for me

"O-Oh nani? What is it?"

"You're staring at the window for almost 10 minutes now... Does your eyes even get tired? I don't know it because I don't see them" He said with a laid back expression

"Oh, I was closing my eyes. I'm not staring" I chuckled after my reply

"That's good....Want to hangout later? Or you s hanging out with Hori-san?"...He asked me

"No, I need to ask Oni-chan first"

"You know, you get so straightforward sometimes...You also had that sharp tongue like your brother... Well if you change your mind, just let me know...And I'll text you the address or I'll pick you up" He said walking away to Yuki....

I always find Yuki and Toru like a couple even they tried to deny it.... It's obvious that Yuki likes Toru and Toru likes her back....I want to at least help Yuki-san get what she wants ....At least just one time...One time to enjoy that feeling of getting who or what you want

I always been content with my life even though I don't have any dream on my mind....My purpose on life is to protect my brother even though I'm born frail....What I meant is I almost died on my mother's womb...

And I only got 8 months on my mother's womb...

I may be weak, but I always tried to protect my family from problems...I don't want them feeling my experience as a Alive-but-Dead girl...I don't want them to sink on sadness fear and anger like I did

At last it is the end of the class...

I went towards my brother to ask him if I can go to Toru's house just tonight

"Sure, it's rare for you to hang out with different people...On their house though,I don't mind... I'm just going to tell Hori-san what are your plans for tonight"

"Arigatō Oni-chan" Lucky, my brother lets me do things that I don't normally do... Because he just wants me to enjoy life to it's fullest even though he can't do it himself....

I went home and changed my clothes into this

And a pair of leggings and flipflops

I normally wear this kind of stuff... It's comfy anyway and I don't wear too revealing clothings

I texted Toru that I can hangout with him

Text:

^^^You:^^^

^^^Hey, Toru pick me up^^^

Toru:

You should've had said it more politely, Miya-san..

^^^You:^^^

^^^I don't care^^^

Toru: